life is good. things are working out well right now. ive learned to take things day by day and not yo worry about who said what when where and to who. ive learned i cant save everyone and the only person who can save me is me. my job is now to raise the child i have the best i can. im goin to school for phlebotomy ( which isnt just a shitty ( Read more... )

ok so its been a while since ive been on here. life has been very busy latley and now its begining to stress me. i since i have moved back home i knew these days were gonna come. the days were my mom begins to coltrol my life again. i know she means well but there are times when i need to be treated as an adult. i am one! it seems to me that she ( Read more... )

do you ever just stop and think about were you are in life and ask yourself "am i happy" did tonight. its hard to admit this i dont think i am. i have a wonderful daughter and when i look into her eyes or watch her sleep i feel this sense of worth. its like a warmth that over comes my body and i relise what love is. my whole life ive been ( Read more... )

so i get a call at 230 wednesday morning and its... josh! i answered and we began talking. of course he was saying sorry and all this shit and i was yea whatever you need to prove it ive heard it befor. well since i had to work in a few hours i ws like call me tonight between 9 and 10. hes like ok if thats what you want. so later that night its 9pm ( Read more... )

well i had a little uplifter yesterday! i saw tara nico kate and riley. everyone looked great . it was nice to get out and see old faces. then when i got home my dad put together my chair and mom and dad are still working on the changing table !!! its really funny to watch.not much else to say things are good and so far were healthy. i have a dics ( Read more... )

wtf!!!! it felt so good to go to DHS and get all the paper work done. it was like a weight lifted off my back. well i guess i expected to much. today i got the mail i was surprised to see a letter from them saying they finished all my paper work and its gone though and i CAN get state assistance. well when i read the rest the letter it told me all ( Read more... )

its seems like it went by so fast. i mean i was just getting used to being pregnant and now its gonna be over soon. i cant wait though!!!! i finally felt her hiccup!!! it was pretty cool. i think it was hiccups it was pretty ryhtmic so thats what i guessing. life is good i have about 75 days left until june 3rd but i think shell be out in late may ( Read more... )

its seems like it went by so fast. i mean i was just getting used to being pregnant and now its gonna be over soon. i cant wait though!!!! its day 4 of the final stretch. i had a wicked breakdown today haha. i was making food for my mom and i thought i did it wrong and i freaked out and started crying thinking i messed the whole meal up!!! it was ( Read more... )

first off i wanna say: kate im so happy for you things sound so great ( Read more... )

its seems so long and short at the same time! i cant wait shes beginnin to move more and more. im thinking now about the name Hannah. shes so great and shes not even born yet! thanx to her i have over 1500 in my bank cause im saving for her! im gonna have shit paye off and well have a great life!! i cant wait i love her and i love the way my life ( Read more... )