life is insane! work love family my BRAIN! i cant take this shit i need a metal vacation. here let me go though each catagory one by one ( Read more... )

theres a time and place for everything there's a reason why certian people met. theres a destination for everyone whats the explanation when were done ( Read more... )

im so sick of feeling like no one believes me when i get these bladder attacks! they are so painful and unpredictable! and then when it happens at work thats the worsts! im mad to feel bad because of this condition. i have to relax and take care of it and the worst thing i can do is be on my feet and yet i am wtf! i need to leave and we seriously ( Read more... )

stephen called me! i really shouldnt think anything of it i know but i cant help it. can you imagine if things happened agian!!! well a gilr can wish cant she? im not gonna rush into things or get my hopes up and even a friendship with him would make me happy. very happy he was the best thing that ever happened to me. hes one of the only people i ( Read more... )

i want a man to romatisize me!!! what happened to the old fasion flattary? i want a man to want me for me not my vagina!!!!! from this point on i am a virgin!! at least im gonnna try!

ok so i say its done and in my head it is but in his it isnt. i mean i told him its over and shit but i think he was a typical male and assumed if he ignored the problem it would go away. it wont i told him he needs to talk to the landlord today and figure out what hes gonna do for a living and job situation. i dont think he is gonna do either. ( Read more... )

ok well its done. it was one of the hardest things. it was harder the second time around or was it. i dont know if it really hurts or not. it may take a while to get over or for it to even hit me. i dont know but i know its whats right. at least thast what everyone keeps telling me. ok well im done whinning. peace and.. good for me!

its so hard to do! but i will do it

it must be that time of year. everyone is breaking up with their significant others. its one of the hardest things in life to do i think. i mean i dont know how you can go from loving someone so much to nothing at all. i went though this last year with steve and i didnt understand it then when he did it to me and i know josh wont understand it when ( Read more... )

i dont know whats been goin though my head latley but something is there. i know its not the right time in my life in our life but i know i can do this and i know i will try all i can to prepare myself for what i want to when it does happen i can be ready and it will be all i can focus on. its not the right time for this but when it is i want to be ( Read more... )