well its that time of month again. the week befor my girly flu were i dotn feel good . i cant eat and im wicked wicked bloated! oh well just a few more days and then ill be flowing haha sorry that may have been to much! anyways. im kinda sad after reading kates entry about brians party. it kinda hurts my feelings that i wasnt invited i guess im ( Read more... )

life is decent but do you every wonder why or what if how do we know the choices we are making now are really worth it in the end? how do we know that i do now wont hurt me later? i just need an answer!

its been awhile and any one who really knows me knows i took a week off cause i wicked needed. nothin happened it was mad hot and i wished i was at work were the ac was!! well they are about to annouce about micheal jakson so im outy!
p.s. may car is broken and i dont know what to do!!!

i want food

ok took my job back at the hotel with a paid week of so that will be sweet im gonna try and work at the marriot downtown part time thanks to joshes mom! well im outy my back hurts and i have to pee and i need to finish my laundry

ugh life choices suck!

well not to much goin on in life right now. although im am very excited about what josh and i are about to do!... no no its not what you think. heres some background info: my parents bought a house in tiverton, causeing the family house that they live in to be empty, well my uncle his wife and two kids are now moving into that house leaving there ( Read more... )

so i just spent the last 2 hours erasing all my old entries.it was like erasing tha past from my life. it was nice. i read them all and one by one they were gone. it all started when i decided to research when josh and i did it for the first time... august 20th 2004.... it bugged me so much that i didnt know. i wanted to find out when we met for ( Read more... )

well nothing to say once again i dont know why i write in this sucker sometimes. well josh and i went to cox today and we couldnt get our shit cause our house isnt "equipt" so we have to wait til someone sets it up god damn it. they better do it soon so josh can call owen (his son) and shit can get better and we can get rid of our shitty s pre paid ( Read more... )

finally a few days and im not feeling sick. those over nights can really play with your body. and its been a few days since ive written too. i dont have to much more say not i finally made josh get a phone and cable. well actually i went online and ordered it and it should be ready today im hoping. were gonna stop by cox and see. i hope so we did ( Read more... )