So I went downtown last night with Sam Sirotkin to get a haircut. It was nice. We went to Clarke's and had some much needed food and a couple of cigarettes. After this, we still had about an hour and a half to wander around the Belmont area before my haircut. So we wandered. I got my hair cut, and then came home afterwards. My dad bought a ( Read more... )

Well, until about 20 minutes ago, I honestly believed that I actually wanted to go back to school. As the day has come, I've realized that I don't at all. There are things that I'm doing this year that I don't want at all. Chorus class is the large example. I love to sing, its great for me. But this choir teacher is insane, and last year, ( Read more... )

So, these past few weeks have been incredibly eventful. Good and bad, but as the school year closes in, and my summer draws to an end, I'm feeling hopeful. For once in a long time, I don't seem to feel so cornered as the school year comes. We have 6 days left of summer, and I get to work four of them. This year, I'm going to be a senior, and ( Read more... )

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So as most of you probably know, I've been on vacation for the past two weeks or so. I came home on Sunday, after driving 7 hours that day, and 13 hours the day before. Then, my dad decides to take over my life by forcing me to embark on a journey downtown to rendezvous with my family for the fireworks show, this was tolerable. I get invited to a ( Read more... )

So it's official; after months of being emotionally devoid for the most part, I broke down today. First time I've cried in so long, and I hated that feeling. I actually had a good day for the most part. I had a meeting with my counselor and she was really impressed with things, and was really excited about helping me find a college. I came out ( Read more... )

Tonight was honestly the longest night I've had in months. Nerve-racking, hell-on-earth kind of night. Nothing too terrible; no deaths, nothing of that sort. It was just a really shitty night where everything you could possibly imagine you didn't want to happen, short of dying and bodily injury, occurred. As I experienced this night, I came to ( Read more... )