So, I decided to read around on random livejournals. I came across one involving me from a little while ago, and of course, stumbled across something to upset me. Reading about how someone in particular felt about me, and while the severity of this might be questionable. I did the exact same thing to someone that I knew, that someone else was ( Read more... )

1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you ( Read more... )

So just about everyday now, the one thing that I should just forget about, just refuses to leave my mind. Everyday, there is new hope instilled into the one factor that I should drop. I can't just drop it, so time will tell ( Read more... )

Why have I been so selfish lately? I just now realized how I've been acting, and I hate when I do this. I hate my life at home, and most people that have ever talked to me know this about me. Lately, I've just been wallowing in my problems, and the only thing that's coming out of it, is this tendency for me to be insanely bitter. I've lost my ( Read more... )

Me me me

wah wah wah

boo boo boo

Give me booze

I am Zeke's floppy vagina.

Key in the ignition ( Read more... )

I don't much enjoy this feeling of carrying the world on my shoulders at all. I want so badly to just give up, I no longer feel like I deserve to carry this broken family, and I'm being selfish. I'm going to have to carry this weight on myself until my sister leaves the house, and possibly longer than that. College is going to be amazing. While ( Read more... )

Once again, I lose this battle, but maybe it wasn't entropy this time. I feel like I pushed things, tried to force it, make it happen. Maybe inside my stupid head, I had this feeling that I was just getting to know this person, but maybe I fucked up. Anyways, just when I thought I could've had something, something that had a possibility of ( Read more... )

The onset of some ridiculous anxiety disorder has arrived. I feel so wound up all the time now. I'm worried about everything I do, and I hate this feeling more than anything I've ever experienced in my entire life. This constant feeling of being on edge, shaky and unstable is driving me insane. I just want to relax so bad. So it appears that I ( Read more... )

So why does it feel like my mom won't be coming home to us? Why am I so worried about it, she's there for her father and that's what counts. It just doesn't feel right to me, and I'm honestly frightened. School is terrible right now, I've got it in my head that I'm going to fuck myself with AP Calculus, but at times it doesn't feel that bad. My ( Read more... )