I am sure at some point we have all come to the idea that we are superior to another person, be it "I am smarter" or "I can outdo that person at this." While resting today I realized that I am inferior in many ways. However I also would like to note that inferiority is itself a given with time ( Read more... )

I have realized of late that I am not really here. It sounds strange but I just don't feel connected to the places around me. I am not loosing touch with my friends but they all seem to have something they are moving forwards to. I have dreams things I would like to have happen, but I know in the long run I wont be filled by them. I have really ( Read more... )

So I am working on going back to college, Im starting there cause I feel it effects the rest. Foremost I am taking alot of days off this coming week, gonna go home talk to my parents. The college I am most interested in is in AZ, yeah i know its eating everybody. If this plan falls apart Im gonna stick round here and try to sell my art. If it goes ( Read more... )

Just havent updated got board need to call someone. Whatelse ummm yeah i have been obsessed with death stars, ummm i dont know why. damnable star wars games that i want to play. I beleive i intend to finish a game that i started. Im going to keep this short and bitter, sweet was my second chioce but i am insain. Micheals will do that to a person.

I made my first post o deviant art today, its under the same name as this account, I only have two up at the moment, ones under scraps, add more later. Ok just was posting that might go to sleep now. Ummm 4 am never tasted so good...

p.s. I was in a mood to strangle small cute things. I was not in a good mood.

I want to have something new to read and therefore have decided to post an issue and see what my friends opinions on it are, assuming anyone reads it. Ok so for today I was thinking about Illegal Immagrants. What should america do with them? I want opinions please... I want stuff to read...

Im waiting for stuff, Listening to pink floyd, its nice mello. Im waiting for e-mails, for my phone to get hooked up for a e-book to download, and basically im waiting. Im concidering getting a my space thing going. Hey theres dust on my key board. Im probably going to get two part time jobs. Itll be easier that way. And ive decided i want towork ( Read more... )

No one reads these, actually no one responds, but thats besides the piont. Immoved into my new place hope everyones as happyas i am. I sort of felt like people were getting peeved at me in and around the college. Then again everyone was a tad stressed by classes and what not. Either way there are certaint people who helped out alot, im sure they ( Read more... )

Ever stop and simply ask yourself if there is a place for you in the world? I have recently asked myself that question, and honestly I dont see myself being happy doing anything that this world has shown, and or, offered me. so far the only aspect i have found enjoyable is the realm of fiction, and make-beleive. The real world sucks, and so does ( Read more... )

So here i am now sitting on my mac, yes i own a mac. Anyway the rest of my none internet life seems to be very bad. My family is still having issues, and i honestly am just happy to be away from them. Other then the family stuff i am having a massive financial crisis, despite havinh paid for less then 20% of the food i have eaten at the appartment ( Read more... )