i would just like you to know....

THAT I AM NOT OK WITH THIS.

so just keep falling for my fake smile and meaningless gestures
maybe someday you will be big enough to see through me

so you dont really know exactly what i am thinking
you dont really know what i want
i cant help that you dont want me
that is your decison

BUT DO NOT BRING ME DOWN WITH YOU

isnt it enough that it hurts to look at you through heartbroken eyes??

so what if rascoons hang out with stray cats in mcDonalds parking lots at 1:16 am ( Read more... )

my eyes have been spread open
and it feels great
inspiration is an amazing thing
i did not believe in it much before
nor did i believe in the fundamental greatness of sweet personality traits.
i had no faith in mankind
how can you trust someone if you dont trust your own kind ?
every fall has a rock bottom,
but stars are no pit stop on your way up

pointless, absolutely fucking pointless.

i love you, but i cannot fucking stand you.

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ok so i am over it now.
i will not let guys get me down anymore,
life is to short lived to be crying over a GUY.
their simply are not worth it.
sure maybe the one will come along someday.
but till then, i will let them just roll off my shoulders
like the tears did off my cheek.

i dont even feel comfortable in my own skin anymore ( Read more... )

it has been a long long time since i have smiled this way.
and all it took to make me smile was a beautiful song.

i am ready for a fucking change ( Read more... )