it doesnt really bother me
that im meant to be alone.
sky blue eyeliner makes me happy.

even though
i know it doesnt mean anything,
im sorry.
im sorry for being immature.
i shouldnt have acted that way
when i saw you.
i know were not friends
and i want to change that.
because the past is the past.

its only you.
beautiful.
or i dont want anyone.

do you ever wonder.
who would miss you.
if you were gone.

are you ever dissapointed.
with the answer.

i sprained my ankle.
and skinned my knees.
im gonna pass government this quarter.
im so happy.
D+.
right on.
tonight, i might hang out
with ally.
we havent gotten to hang out in a long time.
i miss her.
among other people.
my life is so boring.

i wish my computer wasnt broken at home.
it sucks.

its upsetting.
hes moved on already.
i quit the musical.

i hate being alone.

if you still want me to come to your concert on thursday i need to know what time it starts.

this sucks.
you think you find it.
then its gone.
but when it comes back.
youre not so sure anymore.
and then.
its gone forever.

no rehearsal today.
rejoice.

every day is the same.
school.
rehearsal.
rehearsal.
home.
food.
tv.
shower.
sleep.
school.
rehearsal.
home.
food.
shower.
homework.
sleep.
this sucks.
i miss you.