i hate feeling this way.
although, my counselor is really trying to help me. my outlook on school has gotten better and with her help i think i can do it.
i made all state.
highest alto II score in district 10.

today was a beautiful day.
i miss times like this.

when you stop looking,

youll find the perfect one.

the one that was meant to be.

failing senior year.
stuck in school.
lost the passion
for the only thing
ive ever really had
a passion for.
i couldnt be a bigger
bitch with the
branden situation.
i couldnt say yes to
him when theres
nothing there to
say yes to.
im stuck in school
on valentines day.
it doesnt matter
anyway.. ive got no
one to spend the
day with.

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i love sledding.
i love the girls.
i love spending time with awesome people.
i love four-day weekends.
i love movie theatres.
i love mac and cheese.
i love telling stories.
i love catching up.
i love pink lemonade.

right now,
i dont know what
could go wrong.

is it wrong
to miss someone so much
that you never see.
to want someone who
you never talk to.
someone like youve never
met before.
its strange.

alot has happened this year,
and it just started.

my grandmother died
in her sleep last night.
i was just starting to get
close to her again.
it really sucks.
i guess its better that
she went while she was dreaming.

i really wanted this year
to start off right.

new journals.
new beginnings.

no need to explain myself.

imagine my surprise
when i raised my eyes
and there he was
::pippin::