Yesterday was rough. Cody && I got into it bad, we almost broke up again, which makes it like what 5 times now? We went Christmas shopping and it was funky. I was fighting with him through texts when Big Chris calls and we run into the lady who use to live next door, funny how things work. I came home and we just pretended like the whole break up ( Read more... )

Exams were terrible but I don't really care, I tried. Analysis was a joke, I swear there was shit on there I had never even heard of. We went to McDonalds afterwards with everyone and almost got hit by a bunch of cars. They had run out of ketchup packets and gave me a box of ketchup instead, it made me giggle. Cody and I got into it the second I ( Read more... )

I failed Chemistry, and wow did I cry, we got home and I balled on the phone and then sat on the couch with Cody and cried even more. It makes me so mad because the entire reason my grades went to shit was because those fucking 3 days I was in the hospital, if that had never happened I wouldn't be stuck in the fucking rut. I'm going to fail ( Read more... )

Max died yesterday, it was so freakin' sad. I was just sitting at Cody's and Crystal called and I must have cried for an hour straight while Cody ran back and forth getting me tissue. I hid in my room while they buried him. I feel guilty for the things I've done and the things I've said in the past couple of days and I'm very much done with all ( Read more... )

I got that feeling yesterday, the one where you see someone or are close to them and just feel like "I'm home". But, Cody and I had a rough night yesterday, we almost broke up again. I feel like such a terrible girlfriend all the time, I'm so horrible to him and I just can't help it. I say things or do things and just realize hours later how ( Read more... )

"elf ride moose through the taigas."


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Oh em gee I'm so happy right now because I'm using the computer and it isn't because I have fifty assignments to do! Ohkay so I feel like back tracking all the way to the weekend for this entry because well I like being detailed. Saturday after I took a shower and all that junk, we went to the mall to get my glasses fixed which took a whopping two ( Read more... )

Escuela was gay as usual yesterday. Hung out with Cody and then headed out with everybody else. There was a trade of ribs for beer at Enmark, a hotel room rented, alcohol bought, alcohol returned, a trip to Walgreens, andd then we were in for the night. Watched some prisoners out of control, fought over Van Helsing, took shots, played Kings, andd ( Read more... )

I love Cosmic commercials, texting personal psychics, giggleface. Last night was rough, the most I've cried in a long time, it was hard and I don't know what to say really. I couldn't sleep and when I finally did I had funky dreams. Woke up late, escuela was like rawr, hung out with Cody after, noww it's 8 and I haven't started any homework. ( Read more... )

I just cried the hardest I've cried in such a long time. My hands are sticky from all the face wash and my face is all red from all the coughing and getting sick. I don't know what to do anymore. And Cody is just lost, he's so upset, we stayed up until 1 this morning just trying to make something better. I feel so good sometimes and then it all ( Read more... )