he can't keep avoiding me, or if he decides to give me the time of day, he can't just keep hanging up on me. he seems to be so good at making something out of nothing.

we'll be going nowhere soon

and you're the reason why

i abhor my mother.

001) What time are you starting this? 10:20 pm ( Read more... )

Haven't updated in a few days, i think. nothing too interesting happened, well erika and i hung out with chris saturday night and ate quizno's and then later on at denny's, and watched movies. and sunday erika and i went over to philip's and made revolting cookies, he made them actually and we tried to help him. Monday was bland. But today was ( Read more... )

i had a bad day again...and i'm really hurt, confused, frustrated, empty, angry, lost, aching, and insecure. and i couldn't even tell you why or point you in a general direction as to what strikes these emotions and yes i see that all of them seem to contradict each other and that's the same reason why i can't stand myself. oh yeah my mother is ( Read more... )

Surfer848: beauty in a sense of physical and emotional
Surfer848: like if u were turned inside out to me ud be just the same

That right there is seriously one of, if not the sweetest thing anyone has ever said to me. Dustin is supercool and much more than I could ever ask for.

Went to the half man/burn these thoughts/rose of sharon/far from jane show tonight with myself, erika, chris and his friend cheryl. it was pretty cool maybe i'll have more to compare it to later considering that i've never been to any of the shows here. i enjoyed myself, but i'm in a shitload of trouble with mommy dearest because she's a bitch that ( Read more... )

"Doing heroin is like walking around with a terrorist as your friend," he tells a buddy who has started sniffing the dust. Casablancas's cautionary monologue lasts 20 rambling, heartfelt minutes, slurred with his lips two inches away from his friend's. "It's like taking a terrorist around to parties," he continues. "You never know when it's going ( Read more... )

He's simple but deadly my friend.

bad day...