I go on deployment next year for about 9 months. Anyone want to stay at my apartment for 9 months rent free and keep and eye on the place?

Changed commands in January and changed apartments in March. I was living in a one bedroom/one bath and usually slept in the living room on the couch. My new place is more expensive and much nicer looking, 2bed/2bath, just a few streets from the beach, 2 exits from another beach, and 3 exits from my new workplace which is sandwiched between 2 ( Read more... )

I stopped going to my CoDA meetings some time ago, and then I intentionally left my shrink's office without scheduling another appointment a month ago. I kept telling her that the things she recommends I try to fix myself are totally unrealistic and don't help in the least. The last thing she recommended I do was to start writing 5 things a day ( Read more... )

I don't know why but Missy has stopped talking to me. We talked briefly on Thursday but since then she hasn't returned any of my text messages, called me back, or replied to my email about what dates would be good for her to come visit (I was trying to buy her a plane ticket). Missy is so much more mature than the girls I usually involve myself ( Read more... )

I've been going to fleet and family services for counseling for a while now to help me get a handle on my co-dependence issues. Additionally I've continued to go to my CoDA 12 step meetings whenever possible. I sort of hit a wall with both, I've been having trouble sleeping at night because as tired as I am when I shut off the TV and try to settle ( Read more... )

I flew off the island yesterday so I can go to a dentist appointment this morning. Its stupid but because the Navy doesn't want me taking too much time off I have to take the 12 o'clock flight back to the island so I will arrive on the rock about 1230 and then I have a 1400 flight back off so I need to be back at the terminal at 1300... so about 30 ( Read more... )

I finally got an apartment, enabling me to spend time off island in comfort. I moved in Friday, and I'll be going home next weekend to pick up some furniture from my parents house.

( Home is where you hang your... computer, tv, laptop and 360? )

A few months back I was up for an award (blue jacket sailor of the quarter) which I griped about how it was great for evaluation purposes but ultimately it sucks because it draws the attention and scrutiny of a board. I won for both sides because I had no competition ( Read more... )

Running back to lj when I'm stressed and upset ( Read more... )

I have a weak will, clearly. I celebrated ending things with Conti by jumping right back onto the crazy train and getting involved with her again. I've ended things with her and started right back up where I left off a half dozen times since the last entry. Its really quite insane ( Read more... )