well, i was going to put this on private or hide my entries, but it won't let me without having to put all of them on privately separately. i'm kind of getting tired of this...plus a lot of shit has happened recently that has made me think twice about journals. i do like going back through my old entries, but i can live without it ( Read more... )

ah today has been very good =) maybe it was the fact that i had coffee, diet pepsi & mountain dew throughout the day, lol. i had another polyatomic ion quiz in chemistry, and i spent all 2nd hour studying for it. i still missed one though! dammit, i need the good grades since report cards come out soon. i saw jon<3 after lunch, and this time he ( Read more... )

I LOVE YOU MOOEY & I HOPE THINGS GET BETTER FOR YOU!!lol i've been so excited to update today because i am loving life right now! school started out kinda boring..had to cheat on my chemistry quiz and i think my teacher knew...but he didn't say anything, which made it worse! gah the guilt was eating me alive. english was cool, i really like my ( Read more... )

warning: this entry will be very long & crazy ( Read more... )

gah this has been the busiest week ever...its homecoming week for good ole memorial, which has made things a bit more interesting. my mom left early monday for houston, so i had to stay at my grandma's monday and tuesday night :/ i wore a jersey for..jersey day, and in shakespeare, we got moved. now i sit by all these oober popular seniors..lol ( Read more... )

had quite the revelation this evening. i was sitting outside, crying, and i thought to myself, "what makes me happy?" and the answer was simple...making other people happy makes me happy. i want to dedicate my life to helping people, whatever it is. i want to donate all the money [$300] i worked for this summer, because i don't need it. there ( Read more... )

whoooah el jay is all fancy-schmancy now. so this week has flown by. i'm assuming its a sign that the whole year might? eh...anyway, shylah came over yesterday after school to make shirts for nerd north day. they actually turned out cute, i messed up in some areas, but they were pimp nonetheless. had to be a little dirty too, so my numbers ( Read more... )

my life is so uninteresting right now, haha. the little crush i had is officially over, no real drama going on with me, school is the same as always. just been trying to get through school though..homework is a bitch :/ not to mention running errands & trying to have somewhat of a social life isn't helping either. thursday is nerd north day, so ( Read more... )

-SCREAM ( Read more... )

this week has been so strange, haha. i've learned some things about people that maybe i would have eventually found out, but oh well. plenty of drama of course, but not much involving me. nice change. my little crush is pretty much over. i mean, i still have some feelings for him, but i don't think anything will come of it. he came over ( Read more... )