fuck ( Read more... )

i suck. a lot.

had my ISU audition last weekend, it went REALLY WELL!! i placed out of piano 1 and 2, and i would be in honors music theory if i go there. and the trombone professor AND hte marching band director both went up to my mom to tell her how much they "loved" me. like, they approached her. all that worrying for nothing, well actually, if i wasn't that ( Read more... )

winter break is over, and these next to months are going to be hell for me ( Read more... )

winter break has started out pretty well. thursday night my mom pretty much flipped out because of how long i've been putting off cleaning my room, so i cleaned it, surprise. friday i slept until 1:30 and ian came and picked me up after. we had to push my dad's car out of the snow which was DEFINITELY an adventure. pep band last night and after i ( Read more... )

person who i liked before, i know longer like him. he's too much worry for someone who isn't worth it ( Read more... )

i just wrote an e-mail that took me a half hour to write to casey.

so i feel like that is my journal entry that didn't actually end up on this page.

friday- halloween. didn't dress up at school. dressed up for the peer group party though, juno and paulie bleeker. we rocked the costume. went over to rachel's after and then came home ( Read more... )

he was distant towards the end of lunch today, and didn't walk halfway down the hall with me and hug me good bye.

i cried after school, bawled like a baby laying on the floor.

just came home from the civic concert with alex. first i went to his house to drive him to the train station, i met his mom, she is adorable. he took a couple minutes to get downstairs, i kind of felt like i was picking him up for homecoming, but whatever, it was cute. we took the train and it was wonderful. we kept talking about this one sketchy ( Read more... )