i feel like crying.
and i'm nervous.
all of this for no reason at all.

soo i was supposed to be at drum major camp starting today, but my co-drum major was sick :(:( i didn't want to go without him so we were able to switch sessions :) i'm really relieve that he and i are going to go together, i think that we will be a much better team if we are together at camp rather than not ( Read more... )

camp was amazing ( Read more... )

well, he's currently on a plane right now. i'm sad. but i do think we'll stay close, and i know that i'll be able to get over my crush, and i'm just happy that we'll stay friends. i wrote him a plane letter, it explains that. (well not the crush part).

ok, well i'm done

well, so far i've done nothing to get in shape, but i have been practicing trombone daily.

my first crush in a while, leaving on friday, basically forever, it blows.

for the first time, my summer has actually been boring.

report card just came, none of my borderline grades went in my favor.

goals for summer:

practice trombone everyday. (that i'm home)
get in shape.

ok, lame, only 2 goals, but i want to improve a lot for trombone, especially if i'm depending on getting into college as a music major.

ok, last night was really fun, but as of tonight, summer already blows ( Read more... )

well, my busy month has finally come to an end, and all the stress that i had should be over. i should be happy, i'm a drum major next year, peer group leader. what is it that's pulling me back from screaming with joy? i don't know, but there's something that i just can't piece together that's keeping me from happiness ( Read more... )

wow what a busy past month. tomorrow and sunday are the last of my busy-ness. tomorrow night is prom and sunday is, the day after prom? lol ( Read more... )