This journal is going to be friends only ( Read more... )

I've been coaxed into returning. I'm not certain yet whether this journal will actually go friends only this time around. Perhaps that might be for the best.

We shall see how things go this time.

Sometimes I wonder what people really want of me. There are those I have no doubt what it is they want, while there are others whose intentions aren’t so clear. The hang about, the chatter, the flirt…Always a different skin each chameleon, but each brings a similar question. What do you really want of me? I’m not that fascinating? I know. I’ve ( Read more... )

Sometimes you can't really tell how real something is until you're so close to it that it's already become a part of you. Then even when you realise that it's false - it's too late. Because to you it's already true, and always will be ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday sweetest girl. May you stay sweet and lovely my dear Emily.

I know what it is to be passionately in love. The way it feels to throw all caution to the winds. But I was a young man then - or younger. Fearless. Well, maybe that isn’t completely true. Who honestly really can be completely fearless? If you can lie to yourself - you probably can be. But there is always fear, it’s the fear that makes you ( Read more... )

I miss you ( Read more... )

What can I say - I survived? It was a lovely birthday for both Emily’s son Sam and myself. I would however prefer if only his birthday were recognised. Thank you to all who wished me well, and promised pints will all be had eventually ( Read more... )

I’m sorry I’ve been lax in updating. I’ve been promising to update - but I’ve been occupied. I have houseguests, and the very best kind. I’ve been blessed to have a brilliant little boy take up residence in my London home, with him mum of course he’s just the added bonus. I’ve forgotten how good it feels to have family around. It’s amazing ( Read more... )

Since most all my friends did one form of this or another... And I'm trying to keep my mind off the weekend upcoming.

1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.
( my answers )