my heart is broken. mine and ryans puppy, that we have only had like two weeks, got hit by a car today. dad came home and found him on the side of the road and dixie laying beside him. i know we hadnt had him long, but we had both gotten really attatched to him...and i already really loved him. we burried them by the tree he loved to lay by. ( Read more... )

i think im going to stop using live journal. its getting too much for me to handle. so here is my latest and last update ( Read more... )

well, for about two weeks now, we have been looking into having Lou (my biological father) help pay for the wedding. we could do it on our own, but it would be hard, and there is no point when we could have help. so he finally got back to us yesterday and told us he would give us the $2000 that we asked for and that is all we really need. YES ( Read more... )

so i havent updated in like a long freakin time. this week has been my vacation, althogh my vacationing time has been rather split up. last weekend i went and stayed with chelle. saturday was fun and i got to meet gibs sister who i instantainioulsy liked. we walked miles and miles....actually only about two. went to build a bear and got my 9th ( Read more... )

everything and everyone i love is just drifting away from me. i would say ripped from me....but its all willingly. all i can do is just sit here, like my computer is my only window into the world......and watch everything get farther and farther away......and you know what....i dont even think i care anymore. i dont care about much any more. ( Read more... )

monday was un-eventful. ryan got screwed on work. barry (his boss and my grandfather) told him that he had to work...so thats cool...but Barry went on a three day vacation fishing trip..and the other dude that ryan works with went to New Mexico.....so it was kinda fucked up that ryan had to work all day monday alone....but whatcha gonna do?? ( Read more... )

graduation was hard. it was worse because i didnt have ryan there to help me out....he finally got roped into going to his mothers wedding rehearsal....which he had been claiming for weeks he didnt want to go to. i didnt cry as much as i did at last years graduation. i guess i have been steeling myself for it....and i dont think it has quite hit ( Read more... )

today is graduation. i really dont know if i will be able to handle it. ryan is supposed to go with me, but that means skipping out on his mother's rehearsal dinner...and although he sees no point in going and doesnt want to, she might not be too happy about it. i went shopping yesterday and got a pretty outfit to wear to graduation. its got a ( Read more... )

friday, when i got home ryan and dad were gone, looking for cars. well, he ended up coming home with a 2002 Ford Focus. its really pretty medium metalic blue. he has to teach me to drive stick, but still, it will be a while before im driving again. for one, i dont know how to drive standard, for two, all the vehicles that are running are now on ( Read more... )

I have been meaning to do this for a while...and im really bored so here it is:

What movies are the following phrases from?(1) "Welcome to my world, Bitch ( Read more... )