i work too much. all work and playing on the weekdays i have off is wearing me down. but hey, its money. i shouldnt bitch. i cut my hair again...so much for growing it out...its kinda cute...mandy moore short, but i like it. suits me, short hair. cant wait to go to new york and see my 3 favorite boys and michelle my belle.

what a fucking day i had yesterday. i got pulled over and apparently my license was suspended...i didnt know thst if you dont get insurance 10 days after it gets canceled, they suspend your license..well the cop took my license and my tags and there i was stranded and had to miss a day of work...168 dollors later i got my license, tag and car back ( Read more... )

my cell phone is back. it works now

i dont know where im headed or what im doing but thats the norm for me. i feel like ive kinda lost touch with people in the past week or 2 since ducker and jesse have gone. i miss them and i miss seeing everyone else. my cell phone is out so maybe thats also why i havent been talking to anyone. call me at home people, i need to hang out wiht those ( Read more... )

my son is safe and in north carolina. i am happy about that. i have an adorable cute boy i am seeing and hes awesome and hanging out with me during this stupid storm. jesse and ducker need to be here with sarah and i again. drunken truth or dare? miss you guys soooooooooo much. ducker, call me and give me your address or email me. i hope everyone ( Read more... )

again another hurricane. and again i have to work thru it. except saturday. brandon took gray to the mountains of north carolina. i suppose i am going to brave the storm at my house and pray that a tree doesnt fall thru my roof while i am in my house. we do have 6 very large trees surrounding my entire abode. we shall see. maybe i will drink and ( Read more... )

so joy of all joys i have a computer now thanks to kevin who rules completely and also thanks to senor ducker to whom i owe my life and then some. ive been thinking about this whole moving thing and have yet to come up with any sort of decision other than if i stay in orlando, i am buying a house. might as well, because i know that if i dont move ( Read more... )

sick today but feeling really ok with the world...even with stupid boy problems and being broke, something about today feels good and right and therefore i am smiling. oh yeah, my phone got shut off temporarily because of a 200 dollor cell bill...damn roaming...heres my house number 407-767-0098 call me people.

i have no water or power or telephone and apparently its going to take almost a week or 2 for us to get power back....which means i cant shower or wash my clothes so im not very happy about this. i dont want to stink. nor do i want to work in ass foul clothes for the next week or 2. i am hoping that power and water will be restored to my house ( Read more... )

so i have been wanting to move out of florida as i have said for some time now, but i think i dont know where i want to move or if i actually will move...i was initially thinking boston, but lately i have been thinking about my childhood spent in texas and i really loved austin...i think maybe thats a good place to raise gray. i loved it there when ( Read more... )