for the past couple of nights i have been having dreams about my dad. i am missing him pretty bad lately..but it always gets this way..its around that time of the year that he passed and well, he always seems to be in my dreams around this time. i really wish gray could have met him...he was such a cool fucking guy. im getting teary eyed, but i ( Read more... )

thanks for the computer you made for me...awesome...
my sons eye is swollen shut because a bee stung him. hes so damn cute but i feel awful for him..it doesnt hurt..but its bad to look at..i just kiss it and he feels better. hes sooooo damn adorable. love him. its great.

jeds right..hate to say it, but hes right..i am a mother 1st and foremost and i have to accept that as much as i may not like it sometimes..i am definatly getting the hell out of here though...hopefully i can move next summer..a year is a long time, and a lot could happen, but i think i will end up moving. i need a change. maybe when my bro gets ( Read more... )

so gators has me by the neck and i am slowly choking!!! yeah, i work there way to much and on my days off i find myself picking up extra shifts..workaholic? yes sorta..where is the money i earn? have no clue as i am completely broke. im done with school for a while..story of my life, cant seem to finish as much as i think i want to finish...but i ( Read more... )

i have been thinking very seriously about joining the peace corps...i have always wanted to but never really thought about it until recently...my life is in a rut right now and i want to do something that i have never done before...it means leaving gray for 2 years...that is something i dont know if i can handle or not...i think i want to do it, ( Read more... )

now that all the ugliness has passed, i feel like things are finally going good. i am gonna miss 2 people when they leave...now what am i gonna do for friends? im gonna have to hire some new ones, dammit, there goes my financial aid for next year..gotta buy new friends. havent posted in a long time because i havent had anything of importance to ( Read more... )

i dont think i have anything worthwhile to say..thought i did. i miss having my computer.

how did i end up here? stupidity and now im fucked royally in the ass. life is good i say.
im so fucked.
i have awesome freinds. if i havent told you all that, i am now.

havent posted in a while, im sure to the delight of many. i have had so much goin on but its the same ol shit and to write about it would be redundant and pathetic. so i keep it to myself and to those few people who are my friends. hanging out with everyone lately has kept me from having a total nervous breakdown. but i feel releived of this ( Read more... )

i think tonight im gonna go downtown and get drunk..sounds like a plan. anybody reads this and wants to go, give me a call.
i got some shit to get out of my system and a nice cold beer is just the way to do it.