I get my new cell either tomorrow or Wednesday! YAY! SO HAPPY! I love you Baby.

In the words of my big brother:
When you did that thing last night with your tongue last night..I really thought I was gonna explode...it was amazing.

You aren't here... Your off doing something more important to you... You forgot that I needed you... You aren't here to make everything OK... You said you'd try... But, I guess you gave up... I'm sorry that I need you so much... That I love you so much... But, I'm still here... waiting... and always will be...

Well, happy eater everyone... Hope your's has been happy. I finished most of my part of the research paper... So I'm happy about that. It's been a rouch night though.. Scott, I need you again. But you aren't here. You're off playing ovlivion again... I tried to call, but you didn't pick up... I love you, and I need yo uright now...

Ok, I have seen it all now. I got a piece of mail today... It was asking me to enter the Teen America contest, which leads to the Miss America contest. Can you picture it? Me, Miss America? Yes, I laughed at that thought too. Happy Easter to all of you. And, thanks for putting up with me last night Baby. I love you so much.

Wow, yesterday was interesting... I got to see Scott, and we went to McDonald's for lunch. That was fun. I love you so much Baby. Then I got home from McDonald's and immediately get bitched at about my phone. The phone bill came in, so, despite the fact that I follow all of my father's rules about it, I still get bitched at for it. Then, I ( Read more... )

OK, here's what I want. I WANT YOU ALL TO LEAVE ME ALONE AND SHUT UP! I love Scott. Scott loves me. That's it, that's all you have to know! Stop telling me thatI don't know what I want, or that I don't know what I feel, or that I don't know what I'm feeling/doing! People, I know you're trying to help, BUT STOP! I know what I want. I want ( Read more... )

Well, today was my second LAN day. I AM SO TIRED! Not a lot of gaming today. We all went to the beach and weren't planning on swimming... my cell phone was in my pocket... We all just decided to jump in... Yeah, my cell phone may very well be ruined... That would suck... I have a hell of a lot of numbers on there... This could be bad, only like ( Read more... )

OK, today is day 2 of the LAN. Well, more like day three, but it's the second full day. Jamie spent the night there last night... I SOOOOO didn't like that idea. But after thinking about it, and using the Saturn way of getting to the bottome of what I feel, I discovered the true problem I had with it. I just didn't like the fact that she spent ( Read more... )

Well, I'm at the LAN right now. I'm kind of hiding and using Russell's computer since he's at class right now. The gaming has stopped for the moment, and everyone except me and and 2 other people are eating... pizza... in another room. I wonder how long it'll take Scott to notice I'm not there LoL. I don't get to eat for another 2 hours... I'm ( Read more... )

I thought everything was OK again... But, I guess it isn't. I guess I'm still not being who you want me to be. This isn't even what you want anymore is it? Jake, I need more than ever right now... I need your advice big brother... I don't know what to do...