I couldn't sleep last night... I tried... I fell asleep crying... But that didn't last long. I haven't eaten anything but sorbet (dairy free ice cream), since noon yesterday. I can't get anything else to go down my throat without feeling sick to my stomach... Of course, that's a constant feeling, but sorbet I know won't come back up. Today is ( Read more... )

What do you do when your entire world falls apart? How do you put it back together? How do you keep yourself composed when they're so cold to you? How can you just all of a sudden stop loving someone? How can I walk around my house when ever room has a memory of you in it? I can't talk anymore. Words fail me now. Just know that even thought ( Read more... )

I don't even know if I have a boyfriend anymore... We need to talk... There's so much more to say... But, I guess I have to wait...

Everything is falling apart. I don't know what I'm going to today with him... BUt, it looks like I'm going to have to learn. If he doesn't break up with me tomorrow, I will be very impressed. I don't know how things just feel apart with a 10 minute conversation. I don't know if I can do it without him... I don't know what to do anymore...

HyDrOgSoGiLbY [9:58 P.M.]: btw... i forgot to mention, i saw that picture you had as your myspace icon last week... and i guess ( Read more... )

You know he loves you when he can watch you dance like and idiot to "Girl at the Rock Show" with your best friend and he just sits there and smiles at you...

And this is why I love him...

dark4190 [9:22 P.M.]: yay! im your love..we love each other, cause I love you too.. ngiht baby

Unfortunately, the hell-hole that is my world continues to spin. I have been snapped on by everyone who means anything to me today. My grandmother has congestional heart failure. School sucked, and I've been crying for an hour. I even tried to make my comfort sandwhich, but I'm so upset that I can't even eat it. I might as well go to bed, if I ( Read more... )

Well, yesterday was interesting. I entered a poem into the literary fair and it won first place at school level. Then, it went onto to county level. The results aparently came in, so my English teacher sent me to find out what had happened. Well, the teacher in charge wasn't there that day, so I went back to my class room, opened the dorr, and ( Read more... )

Well, I got my cell yesterday... It tis amazing. I can call people again... too bad I have lost 90% of my numbers. I get to go to Scott's tomorrow... So YAY! Today was our three month anniversary. It was awesome. I love you baby! School is almost over. 21 more days. So, yay! Love is confusing and that's all I'm gunna say Sweetie (not you ( Read more... )