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bubbleyspaz

An Emo Entry... just warning you

May 09, 2006 07:08

I couldn't sleep last night... I tried... I fell asleep crying... But that didn't last long. I haven't eaten anything but sorbet (dairy free ice cream), since noon yesterday. I can't get anything else to go down my throat without feeling sick to my stomach... Of course, that's a constant feeling, but sorbet I know won't come back up. Today is ( Read more... )

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dark4190 May 9 2006, 20:37:34 UTC

"Why won't my stupid heart give up on you?"

You really should just give up on me. Find someone else.

ashems May 9 2006, 22:25:23 UTC

YOU KNOW, THAT'S REALLY A HORRIBLE THING TO SAY TO SOMEONE WHOSE TRYING TO GET OVER A LOSS OF THE ONE SHE FUCKING LOVED.

I LIKED YOU AS A PERSON, BUT YOU SEEM HEARTLESS.
I HOPE SOMEONE RIPS YOUR HEART OUT AND TEARS IT TO PIECES, CUZ I KNOW FOR A FACT, IT DOESNT FEEL ANY GOOD AT ALL.

THE LEAST YOU COULD DO IS BE NICE ABOUT IT. DONT BE A DICK LIKE EVERY OTHER MALE ON THIS FUCKING PLANET.
HAVE A HEART.
SHOW SOME COMPASSION

YOU RIPPED HER FROM THE INSIDE OUT.

THINK ABOUT SHIT BEFORE YOU SAY IT. IT'S NOT THAT EASY TO JUST GIVE UP AND FIND SOMEONE ELSE.

bubbleyspaz May 10 2006, 00:09:37 UTC

Leave him alone Ashley.

dark4190 May 10 2006, 01:54:44 UTC

if you'd like, you can beat the shit out of me. I dont think what I've done is right, I just want to be single (yes, I have my reasons), and dont want her waiting for me. ok? if you want, hit me up on AIM, same username even.

ashems May 9 2006, 22:26:00 UTC

I LOVE YOU JESS.

AND IM HERE FOR YOU.
CALL ME IF YOU NEED ANYTHING <3

adsertor May 10 2006, 03:37:56 UTC

His reasons are completely valid. He didn't do this the right way, and he realizes that. It's not for you to go off on some rant because he's trying to comfort her, in his own way.

Oh, and the compassion thing? How about I tell you to drop every important aspect of your life and you tell me how it feels; how it feels to be isolated from your friends and to never have any free time for yourself.

I'm not ragging on anyone here-- Jess, you know I feel for you. We've talked and I know you see the error of your ways. Just remind your little friend that it's a two-way street.

You fucked up, too.

porcelaintears May 10 2006, 16:00:18 UTC

i dont know anything about the situation and im sure im getting myself involved in something i should probaly just let go, but for someone who feels for jess i cant imagine the statement "you fucked up too" being any help or showing much empathy. again-if im completetly out of line, just take it for a big sister feeling protective

i love you jess and im praying for you. just remember, it DOES get better in time sweetie. let me know if you need anything. ive been in your shoes

bubbleyspaz May 10 2006, 19:44:44 UTC

OK, everybody, I love you. Please don't go off on each other. Rebecca, Ashley feels about Scott the way you do about Jamie. You understand the feeling. Scott, Ashley is just being protective of me. Lexi, Becca and I have talked this out. Scott is her brother, so, she feels for him the way you do for me. So everybody, calm yourselves. I love you all, but fighting over who did what isn't important. And Lexi, I know it gets better. I'm taking it one day at a time. With each passing day it will get better.

snowyangel08 May 11 2006, 00:16:14 UTC

.... i cant belive scott said that.. i see him differently now..........that ass hole ... anyways remember if u need me call me

adsertor May 11 2006, 23:07:42 UTC

Did you not read what she just said?
I thought it was just horrible grammar. Maybe it's a learning disorder.
If she hasn't called yet, she probably doesn't need you.

Oh, Jess, why is it that no one seems to know WHY he broke up with you? I'm starting to get a little annoyed with the situation; you didn't tell anyone what you were doing to him, did you?

bubbleyspaz May 11 2006, 23:18:58 UTC

Becca, they all read the letter. However, when I wrote this, the letter didn't exist, and I wasn't really talking to anyone except you and Russ. The last girl didn't read the letter, but we haven't talked about it extensively. Don't get annoyed at the situation. No matter what I say, my friends will side my way (It's high school, you remember how it is). Trust me, the ones that I actually told the whole story too, told me I was wrong.

snowyangel08 May 13 2006, 03:17:56 UTC

loook she talks to me in school she doesnt have to call me and don't insult my intelligents!!!!! damn i wasnt even talking to u....... dnt get in the middle plz....

bubbleyspaz May 11 2006, 23:28:01 UTC

Now, if anymore of you rag on Scott, I will make it a friends only journal and take you off of my friends list. Got it? Good, now leave him alone. He's my friend again now too, so just leave him alone. Becca is right, we both fucked up. Me more than him, but, that's my fault. Now, LEAVE HIM ALONE! Like I said last time.