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True love
True love is being able to continue loving a person, even after they say good-bye in order to pursue their own happiness without you. -
Abandoned
Hello.
I watch you come and go.
I know you can hear my voice.
Don't walk away.
Come daydream with me,
In closed loops and future-proof cardboard to caviar
Let's show them how good we are.
If you look after me, I'll look after you.
Sonar, nightvision or desperate lovers
Seeking privacy for their forbidden…
I am their defenceless host.
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Dad
At 7:45 pm this evening, my aunt called me to tell me that Dad had passed away this morning in his sleep.
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Event horizon
It doesn't take very many consecutive bad decisions to displace one from a totally stable way of life to an increasingly difficult to escape swirl of self-destruction. That's when the real challenge of trying to escape this swirling mass begins. -
Ignore
I used to think I lived in a world
Governed by logic and/or some order of things
I never asked for there to be a god
Because I took comfort in the fact that,
Whether it be god or whatnot,
Something up there was making this whole world of ours
Make sense.
That world has somehow drifted away from me.
Nothing makes sense anymore.
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Failure, success, and mediocrity
August is notorious for being a month of great anxiety for me. There's always something big happening or just around the corner. Probably because it's the end of the summer, near the beginning of another school year, etc.
This time, it's because I'm finishing my Master's thesis. It's been this plague in my mind for such a long time - and, in ( Read more... ) -
Replay
No real updates in a while. Life has been pretty mundane lately. Kinda like this depressing little video game:
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Chaos looming
I've been undergoing this obsession with the game Tetris Battle ( Read more... ) -
Meeting Logan
This is worth celebrating as a separate entry. (Plus, I owe my LJ some love, anyways.)
It was a year ago on 15 May 2010 that I met Logan. And, as of now, he has been my boyfriend for 10.5 months. I feel like that is worthy of a celebration!
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Visited Dayton
I returned Monday from a week-and-a-half-long excursion to Dayton. Here's a quick recap of the activities that ensued during the trip:- Hung out with Garrett in Columbus.
- Attended Wright State's last ever May Daze.
- Partied with some Wright State bff's at Alana's house.
- Had a blast at Masque on several occasions (though my credit card is still a little ( Read more... )
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