I think the saddest song in the world is "Fantasies Come True" from Avenue Q. How many times have I had the most amazing dream only to wake up and realize it was just that, a dream. Dreams can really fuck with your head in a lot of ways. I'm really trying to take everything in my life and put it into perspective. Some really potentially bad ( Read more... )

Dear Anonymous Livejournal reader who goes and tells Dan things ( Read more... )

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I feel like I missed something. I just got through reading everyones beautiful entries about the show and how it affected them etc. And me well I just feel grateful that I have one less thing to do. I don't know if it was because I was doing two shows at once or if it was because of all the personal crap going on in my life, but Hotel was not an ( Read more... )

I feel like crap right now. It could be the enormous amounts of vodka and tequila I drank last night, but I think it's something deeper. I feel like my life is getting away from me. I feel morose one moment and perfectly jolly the next. I have a task coming up that I really am not looking forward to and all the time I want to run away and hide ( Read more... )

I am also at my house surrounded by scary children and did I mention I'm never having kids. Ugh I have work tomorrow, the first time in years! I hate my life right now! Grrrrrrr!

I had a very uneventful day. Went to Red Lobster with my family (yummm shrimp!) and saw Ceil. That was embarrassing, we were both totally wearing the same thing. Our beautiful hot pink 33/66 shirts. Ugh being twins with Ceil, I don't think I'll ever recover. Then I watched Lord of the Rings Two Towers with my dad, hence the infatuation with ( Read more... )

Oh the crazy life that is mine... So Hotel rehearsals started. Yeah that's not terrifying or anything. I had forgotten what being nervous felt like. On top of all that craziness I still have two weekends left of 33/66 and god only knows when Dining Room is going to start up. Dusty said July 1 but with Missionary n Co who knows? Had two little ( Read more... )

I knew Vegas was gonna kinda suck and it did, and so I just got really drunk like I said I would. I would have loved to been in that city with my friends. There were sooo many cool clubs I wanted to go to and couldn't, there were soooo many awesome shows I wanted to go to and couldn't. The one show I got to see was a fucking magic show. I mean ( Read more... )

So, I leave for Las Vegas tomorrow! Whoo hoo, I wish I was going with friends though. How much fun am I really going to have in sin city with my biological father, stepmom, and Grandma. Well, we'll see, I'll probably just get really drunk each night and than I won't have to think about it. I mowed the lawn today, that sucked. Now I'm really ( Read more... )