It makes me so fucking sick too see HOW MANY friends of mine are pregnant...or already have babies.

To whom ever this may concern, or may not, 
Zac and I are NOT dating OR fucking!
I dont know WHERE or WHY the hell you would even get that from,
but maybe before you actually know what the fuck your talking about, 
you should talk to the people you are gossiping about.

dramadramaflaildramaflaildrama

never try to wake up a sleeping jason, even if he says you have too!
always speak up, and dont whisper. 
think rationally.
because sometime we think too far left. 
dont ask stupid questions.
repay your favours
over the counter drugs are addicting too.
dont pick.
dont compulsivly lie to someone that knows the truth.
you cant ( Read more... )

So I dont get to go to Europe. Which Iv had planned now for 2 1/2 years! 
With alot of my good friends.
I cant work for the next 2-3 months. Which means no money. 
and no spending money, because of my insurance.
I have to be home schooled for about 2 months.
My right glands in my neck are still so fucking swollen.
They hurt SO bad!
I cant do anything. I ( Read more... )

Well Caitlyn I know what your going through.

I have fucking mono, and Im leaving for Europe in 8 days.

Iv been planning this trip for 2 and a half years.
and have put $3,500 into it.

Fuck you mono. Im going!

Worked

Thurse 5-11.
Fri. 11(pm) 6(am)
went to sleep at 11 (am)-3(pm) on sat.
Sat. 4-7.
went home and slept from 8:30-10:30
Sun. 12(am)-5(am). 
didnt sleep.
3(pm)-8(pm)
Mon.  5-9.
=$500.

not too shabby.

This past month has been so much to take in and handle.
I dont believe I'v experienced so many emotions at one time.
Cried as much as I have.
Laughed as much as I have.
Found myself.
Lost myself.
and you.

This has been the biggest and hardest test yet. 
Its like getting into a car again for the first time, after being in a horific accident.
Your scared and ( Read more... )

It scares me too how much I love you.

I love that when I go to turn up the volume in my car. and I can't find it at first.....

you laugh.

I am so fucked right now....

in so many ways.....

it's not even funny....