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School? At 32?
In May I finally started paying attention to me and doing things for me. Since I moved to Florida last year, I have accomplished a whole lot. I am so thankful for the blessings that God has given my family, I honestly feel that I wouldn't have made it to where I am if it wasn't for His grace and mercy. Logan is absolutely booming! Not only is ( Read more... ) -
I really miss my best friend.
After a couple of months of just shoving the feelings deep down and screwing myself up in every way, I started making strides to deal with what I was compartmentalizing/repressing. Back in December I started, consciously, repressing my feelings and memories, then around February I began to take them and compartmentalize them. By April, I felt ( Read more... ) -
Flames, Flames on the side of my face...
It's been like this for a week. I have been trying to be patient and calm but I have so much rage right now it's un-fucking-real. This insurance company has gotten me so mad I want to flip fucking tables and burn shit up (figuratively). They should have sent the money for the loss of use and the money for the Maxima but alas, nothing. My lawyer ( Read more... ) -
need to buy a car!!!
Ewww. buying a car sucks. I hate all this decision making and the thought of having a car payment super sucks. BOOOOO I hope by the end of it I'll have a damn good car and the Lord will make a way!
on a side note, I'm super depressed. thinking of getting back on my anxiety\depression meds. I go through periods of depression and bounce back ( Read more... ) -
now this is a storry all about how my life got flipped turned upside down.
Is anything the same? Barely. But I'm back and ready to emotional puke on everything..... YAY!!! -
If not now, when?
So I got my greedy impatient little ears on the new album from Incubus.... What can I say, where do I even start? It's so far from their previous albums but it has this wonderful way of being indescribably Incubus. Musically it's beautiful... Like, I really can't call it any thing else. The composition is just gorgeous and complex, if you ( Read more... ) -
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I'm gonna have to post more often... I forget how cathartic it is. BTW, Logan is potty trained now. Just wanted to throw that in since it's great news.. -
I got a new job!!
So after a whole week of waiting for a call from mac I got nothing.. It was cool though since I live by the mantra there is always something, just don't give up... I did hold a small hope they would call yesterday but alas no job. But today I got the call. The regional recruiter called to tell me she wants to hire me and that I will find out in ( Read more... ) -
So it's been a while since a proper post...
Well now that the dust has settled and we are now in our place here in Atlanta, I must write. I feel so grounded now, like focused beyond focused. I'm thankful for it since I hate being all up in the air (what can I say, I'm a taurus). I am completely done with Macy's they have pushed me too far and I am to over qualified for it. I have been ( Read more... )