Oh I miss this journal and, at the same time, don't. I think I need to abandon my romantic attraction to handwritten journals and just try typing it again. It feels more free form. And already, I'm feeling a connection to who I was when I started this, continued this, poured myself into this. A person I feel like I've lost. There's a lot of ( Read more... )

Dropped some acid yesterday. Twas intense. I've taken it before but my zoloft always stopped it from really working but I knew we'd be taking it so no zoloft and it was awesome. We got lost while being lost while being lost while being lost while being lost haha it was really weird. And the Harry Potter movie continually evaded us until like ( Read more... )

So now I understand why we never saw/see Brett and Erik very much. Fucking working at a restuarant takes over your life maaaan. I've stayed late both days we've been open, and yes, I have been in the Red suit. It makes your head sweaty. But it's kinda fun to act like an idiot and not have to worry about it cause no one knows who you are. Sort ( Read more... )

Training is finally over!!!! And there has been absolutely no drama which is amazing and way cool. Me and Kat are MVPs haha soo weird and kinda embarassing... but we got flair. Me Andrew and Kat are also so birthday scene, we rule the birthday songs. We can sing, we can sing, oh yes we can ( Read more... )

So what kind of doctor do you have to be to perform abortions? Is there a specially trained one? Is it a OB/GYN gone evil? Or is it just so simple to stick a vacuum up there that any kind of doctor can do? Like even a dermatologist ( Read more... )

Me and Andrew are going to Thursday and Minus The Bear!!! Oh yeah, I got us tickets last night. March fifteenth behbay! Fuck yes. You know you're jealous ( Read more... )

So this really ridiculously hawt girly has been getting on me to update even though she won't even go see some damned gay cowboys with me!  And is trying to convince me that moving to see Hank and Bobby where we drink beer/vodka on a fence is better than throwing up on 6th Street.  Silly.  She also was reluctant to experience the masterpiece that ( Read more... )

so we planned on going to panic at the disco like early early to see if they were selling tickets at the door or whatever. the flaw in our plan was that we planned to go tomorrow. because we thought the show was on the 23rd. it was toooooooooooooooday. augh i'm so depressed, now i dont get to go without even trying. so frustrating, i really ( Read more... )

so much drama today. and i wasn't involved in any of it! poor britney.

so andrew gave me this pretty ring i found in his room. it's so stylish. i will keep it forever.

lame kat not hanging out with us today. total gato withdrawals. oh jeez. ho betta be chillin wit da crew soon or i'll be showin her how i keep my pimp hand strong.

my life rocks.
i rock.
everyone is so cool.
fab fab fabulous.

but i cant get tickets to panic at the disco.
and thats a bummer.
but emery is coming
and so is mates of state
and that puts a smile right back on my face
as does andrew
all mine