uh so if you missed grey's anatomy tonight then you so missed the greatest television EVER. EVER. i want a boy who loves it even half as much as i do. thats all i need. greys anatomy and a lovely boy. all mine. for me. if this show ever goes off air i will mourn every sunday from nine to ten ( Read more... )

i am gullible ( Read more... )

courtney love drunk is the state in which to be.  youre jealous.  and naked is fun.

andrew's brother got drunk and i missed it!!!!

andrew played model for me and it was pretty.

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gooood weekend.  although i got off an hour late on saturday and that made me very very angry.  i worked some on my college essays friday which was very veyr boring.  and i didnt get my fucking license like i thought i could and that was a major downer.  but i should get it tomorrow and that's hot.  doubley hot cause kat will also be eighteen just ( Read more... )

i lost my ipod. i am very sad.

but andrew bought me a book. and that makes me very happy :]

i dont get drive tomorrow like i though and that makes me sad

but i am going to the DMV to get my license tomorrow so i can start driving again saturday and that makes me happy.

so ben, my brother at fifteen, has been taking the car out recently late at night. and my mom found out. and he's totally fucked. yes, i'll admit this does make me happy because for once it's not me who's fucked up royally. i am no longer the kid that has tested my parent's patience as far as it could go so they could coast with my little ( Read more... )

it's obvious i am meant to always be unhappy.

have you ever had your boyfriend use that parental tone with you? ohhh if there's one thing that pisses me off it's that. andrew calls me and leaves me a message "so uh there's something we need to talk about... about you going to venezuela so uh yeah" and he's using the same tone my dad does when he's about to bitch at me. oooo how i hate that ( Read more... )

urgh, it's like my life only has a capacity for so much to go right.  i hate it and i hate being asked to choose between two things i love.  you can't make me do that, i'm not going to choose and if you get mad because of it then i guess you chose to not accept me.  so now i'm sad.  but not surprised.  everything i did, have done, or you think i ( Read more... )

i got sam's flu. no bueno. but i didnt have to go to work! so that was like way awesome. i hope they like fire me. i hate that job but my parents will kick my ass if i quit before i leave for venezuela. my mommy made me homemade chicken soup and it made my tummy happy. and my dad said i could have his old black berry but i dont think i want ( Read more... )