if you give a girl shit for getting back with her ex boyfriend, talking to her ex best friend, and making a new best friend, i think it's kind of obvious why she's not taking your calls. and if you've been talking shit about me for the past few months, no i'm not going to be at all helpful as to fixing your problem. i don't give a fuck if kat ( Read more... )

liz called me twice today and i never called her back and now i feel bad.  but i dont want to do anything that might jeapordize my friendship with kat and jon.  because we all get along so well and i would be quite sad if that got fucked.

andrew hyper extended his finger and it turned purple and ew.  and he didnt even get pills for it!

so me and ( Read more... )

why cant i just sleep? it is five in the fucking morning and i have no desire to lay in bed. i'm wired! but whyyyy? i just dont want to lose everything now that i'm happy. what if i fall asleep and wake up and it was only a dream? maybe this is retribution for all the sleeping i did when i was so depressed not too long ago. meh suppose i'll ( Read more... )

i'm so happy, i have missed these kiddos so much!  i got a job at potbelly today, it sucks.  I have to go in on monday at TEN in the phreakin morning.  yuck, but seven dollars an hour and i only have to do it for a month.  its not so baaaad.

the hottest people i know

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today was better than i couldve hoped for.  i have a picture that contains a main source of my happiness.  and i cant lose that happiness again.  i know its going to be hard but i'm going to try.  i cant promise that i wont mess up but i'm hoping you'll be willing to forgive me.  i want to be the one person you cant live without, and i want to do ( Read more... )

sinus headaches make me feel dead in the head. :( yuck

when you hang out with a bunch of tenth graders, you just remember how dumb you were back then and laugh. silly sixteen year olds with no license. ah youth...

what would've happened if the owens hadn't moved?

my mom is an alcoholic. old news. my mom enjoys embarassing us in public while smashed. old news, she's told sam to fuck off, loudly, in a restuarant. my dad is threatening to send her to rehab... necessary. new. very scary. fuck you mom. all you do is sit around and drink bottle after bottle and become mean in the evening. you can ruin ( Read more... )

so i realized why panic! at the disco sounds so familiar. that movie closer. awesome movie and awesome band.
Larry: Alice, tell me something that's true.
Alice: Lying's the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off - but it's better if you do.

and time to dance is from chuck palahnuik's invisible monsters which is also a very ( Read more... )

you know i'm sick and you know you helped to cause it. you're as responsible as i am. but you dont want to help me out, you want to go out with your friends and ignore me. fine. but stop invading my thoughts. stop letting your image taint the memories of everytime i smile. i don't want to remember you, i dont want anything to do with you. ( Read more... )