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God, I don't wanna fight anymore. I don't have the strength anymore. The one thing in my life that I should never screw up is my son..and now he has another woman raisin him..and he doesn't even know the difference. I can't do this anymore. I need my family. I need my son..and I can't have him. He's my strength and I don't have him. I just wanna ( Read more... ) -
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I try so freaking hard to stay positive..but it's hard when you just want to get back on your feet and it's never good enough. Something always has to go wrong. Nobody wants you around. Everybody pushes you away. I am so tired of everything. I'm trying really hard to stay positive..to want to be alive but it's so hard sometimes.
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Ugh. I hate having anxiety problems. Muc less not having insurance to go see a psychiatrist. I can't sleep at night and my stomach is in knots in the morning. I feel like I have bricks sittin on my chest. Layin down taking deep breaths doesn't work. Relaxing music doesn't work. I finally go valerian root and took a couple of those pills and they ( Read more... ) -
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Going to try something new tonight..thinking of taking a few bars and then going toget a few drinks. I figure..I will be so fucked up that I won't be bothered by everything that is fucked up in my life..or maybe my body will be super sensitive to the mix and it will just end it all..either way, I don't see it Ending badly.
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Trying to find some positivity today. Hoping when I get the money I can find a cheap psychiatrist to go see to hopefully get put On some medication. My boyfriend kicked me out..I'm not sure if we are still together or not but he said after Christmas I have to leave. If I decide to do this thing called living...I need to find a job. Chris said that ( Read more... ) -
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Ugh. No matter what I do I screw up. I'm ready to leave this hospital.. Though after tonight..I'm not sure where I am going to go.
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14 fioricet and a bottle of moscato? Cheers to a good night in hopes of not
Waking up. It s'posd to be the end of the world right?