Okay so I have been having a rather eventful life. Its strange how you wish and hope for something and you think it will never happen and then bam! you are overload. Well thats me. I guess God realized that B was killing me emotionallya nd I begged him for friends. I thought maybe if I had friends, myabe B's insensitivity wouldn't hurt me so much. ( Read more... )

okay so last night was alot of fun. One of B's friends came over and was like lets go party tonight. B was like- no, I really don't feel like it... maybe later. Well B got hooked on video games so the guy was like- hey the party is like down the street. So I was like- hell I am going. B was like- where are ya going. The guy was married, so B wasn't ( Read more... )

Okay so most of my girlfriends usually backstab me, then I dump them finally and then they usually come back after a year or two because I was the only girl they could trust. This I call the Boomerang Effect. So it has happened again. Its has happened with many friends, Nina, and now guess who???? no one other than my almost twin Mandy. OKay so I ( Read more... )

wow, that looked really important didn't it. But its not. OKay so disregard my last entry simply because when I get drunk, I get really stupid so if any entries, start with, "okay i am really drunk..." translate it to- "okay so I am really retarded ( Read more... )

okasy so i am reall drunk becuz i got back from crysta going away party., I came back to the house because B brioke his car- drumbaasss. anyway, i am going ot bed now, i am trying express my feelings about him always making me feel small breasted and not good enough but i don't think he will get it. Anyway, i gotta go

okay so I made a new friend thats actually a female. Her name is Courtney, so far she has been cool.... except the night she stole my mascara after I said she could use it... NOT TAKE IT WITH HER. I had to call her and ask for it. Okay so I am sensing a klepto but maybe not... I will give her time to steal more shit. Anyway, she seems nice so far. ( Read more... )

OKay so I haven't written in forever, so this is going to be like be one hell of a long entry but I will just cover the exciting points in my life, yes it too this long to accumulate many exciting points. B and I are much better. I really think when we fight it actually brings us closer together. To tell you the truth, the couples that don't fight ( Read more... )

Okay so I am being more responsible here lately.. I dopn't know why. I guess because I am sick or maybe its because I ahve no idea where this life is headed, details later, B is here and he doesn't knoe this journal; exists.

I don't think I ever told you everything that happened the night of B being an ass. Well, we went to Buffalo Wild Wings with Lavone and Eric. We got mega sloshed, it being St. Patrick's Day and all. I drank illegally easily. B was being a bitch at BWW because I was drinking. And also because I was talking to alot of guys I knew there. Anyway, ( Read more... )

Things are so much better now that we have talked. I still think he is ignorant but I believe that he actually knows what he did was wrong.. he just doens't want to admit it. I don't know why he has to be so immature but I know he realizes that he just may lose me. Anyway, on to good news. I am going to Las Vegas for my 21st birthday. Actually I am ( Read more... )