B and I are back to normal... but sometimes I daydream about not being with him. I daydream about having my own house- renting it of course, and have it decorated my way. It would be a small house and I would have my dog, Katie in the back yard. It sounds so perfect and so peaceful. But I don't picture B there at all or any guy for that matter. I ( Read more... )

Okay, so I am over it. We talked last night and once again I have come to the conclusion that he is just stupid and doesn't know any better. He said that he has never told ANYONE that he loved them. Not even his mom- but that is understandable since.. uh.. HE HATES HIS MOM!! Maybe thats why he is so damn clueless about girls and love. His mom can ( Read more... )

He has yet to see my wrath yet. Okay so him not telling me he loves me is REALLY hurting me. I went to guycritical.com- its a websit where you can ask for advice and give advice. Its awesome. Anyway, practically every male answer has been, he doesn't love you if he can't say it. This hurt me so bad, I cried hardcore for an hour. When he got hom ( Read more... )

OKay so I had loads of fun this weekend. I went to the club with Ase and two of her friends. It was way awesome. My feet were killing me byt he end of the night but it was way cool. My boyfriend finally came home yesterday in a bad mood, I think its because he went to a big city and I had more fun than he did. Who knows. Anyway, my dileema for the ( Read more... )

Whoa, my boyfriend is definitely better at the whole boyfriend thing now.. then again, I am frighteningly optomistic about everything. Anyone could totally hate my guts and I would be like- "they like me, they are just afraid to show it!!" Anyway, my friends are out of town i think... I hope they come back in time to entertain me. And now my ( Read more... )

I MUST DO SOMETHING WITH MY LIFE!!!!!! Seriously... my life gets more monotonous every day. I have no idea what the hell to do with my life. I don't know what I am even good at... Its so sad... my guy friends are no fun when they get girlfriends- its true. I make friends with the girlfriends... but the girlfriends see me as a threat.. which I ( Read more... )

Okay, so what is with everyone thinking its too weird for me to live with three guys?? One of which is my boyfriend. I mean what is it about today that everyone thinks you can't be "just" friends with the opposite sex? People are all worried that one of the guys will go crazy and try to molest me or that affairs are bound to happen. I don't even ( Read more... )

Okay so I am over the lame comment from last night... I brewed over it at work but realized he was dumb must be taught these things. He is like that puppy you get and it keeps shitting on the carpet and the more you yell at it, the more it cocks it head stupidly at you. And you just get more and more frustrated. Thats how my boyfriend, B, is... ( Read more... )

Well okay, there is too much back ground information for you guys to even understand my relationship with B so I guess I won't even go into that until later. B is truly a great guy... he is just clueless in some areas about women. He doesn't understand that they are sensitive, he doesn't understand that they get jealous, he doesn't understand that ( Read more... )