I've been thinking about maybe writing a novel of sorts. I've had a lot of ideas...it would definitely be a fictional story with bits and pieces of things I've experienced. I don't know I thought maybe it would give me something to do from time to time when I'm just kind of random and bored. It's always been an interest of mine to become published ( Read more... )

I'm on my hands and knees now...Praying for my sanity..You stress me out sooo bad. And, you say you've changed, but you're making me feel exactly the same way...if not worse. What do you want me to do? Tell you that I want to be with you...That I love you with every single part of me...No, that would be lying to you.....I don't feel the same way I ( Read more... )

I have all of these thoughts in my head, that I just want to write out on my crisp pages of my new journal, that I ordered from ebay, but it's taking forever to get here...So I figured I'd give some insight on the happenings of my life as of the moment ( Read more... )

All I ask is for a few things..I bust my ass all day at work for you to go out and then do nothing at home all day. You even told me you'd pick up some before you left, but did you? No. I'm tired of it..it isn't fair..and you can't say it is. I'm tired of you walking all over me..like I'm the one doing something wrong...I'm tired of this ( Read more... )

I'm worried..I need to catch up in school...this weekend will definitely be filled with doing homework..I'm not waiting to the last minute...I didn't go to Psychology, nor History..I hope I didn't miss anything in Psych...History I'm not so worried about..Math still need to do my homework and study for a quiz..AND, GET ALL THE NOTES I MISSED. I'm ( Read more... )

( Sighs )

I don't want to jink myself, but I think I did extremely well on math quiz..so there is a chance to get a B in that class...I don't want anything lower than a B in any of my classes...I'm going to work my ass off ( Read more... )

I look horrible..I feel horrible...

and I just want to be hugged, damn it....

Leave me some love, I could use it.

Sometimes I feel like my life was so held back when I was young, like brainwashed into being someone I never truly was...And, when I found myself, I look back at my past, and I don't see anything that had me in at all...I gave all my happiness to make everyone around me happy...and it's sad because it never got me far, and I never realized it. And ( Read more... )

It's been two years, since I've been in school, and the feeling that I start next Tuesday is kind of nerving. I fear the worst so to speak...juggling a full-time job in Downtown Chicago, while maintaining three night classes, and trying to throw in some kind of work-out system in the mix...I'm a little overwhelmed ( Read more... )