after four and a half YIFFIN hours of waiting.
thomas called.
and he said yes.
good god.
i will never make that mistake again.
i am never lettin him go again.
NEEEEEVEEEEER.
im just so frikken happy.
i really thought that he was gonna say no.
and you know what?
sure michael gives me butterflies.
that doesnt mean i like him.
he's a nice face and nice body.
but ( Read more... )

down number 1.
i had to break up with thomas ove the phone because he said he wasnt gonna be able to come over.

up number 1
went to the pool as a SINGLE girl.

up number 2
ahhh,
i saw michael!

down number 2
i couldnt stay at Ashleigh's for dinner.

down number 3
i might not be able to go the pool tomorrow.

up number 3
MICHAEL IS SINGLE.
:D

ups and downs are even.
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so Thomas' party was pretty cool.
Vince and Ashleigh were all over each other like white on rice.
and then Thomas' dad was makin fun of Ashleigh for it.
that shit had me weeeeeak.
i got thomas a plain balck hat [fitted] some stewie jammie bottoms, and a shirt that says "i have no off button"
but they only had the shirt in extra-large.
and the small ( Read more... )

today was kinda boring.
but at least i didnt have an exam.
=D
i cleaned like WOAH.
and i actually liked it...
goshies, im so weird.
xD
but uhh...mr jeff, jordan, tyler, and [possibly?] bob are coming over tomorrow.
between like 9 and 12.
AM!!!
d00d.
there goes my frikken sleeping!
goodness.
but at least on Saturday, ill be able to relax on our NEW DECK.
=]]]]]
( Read more... )

so today was pretty cool.
i took my spanish and english exam today.
spanish was difficult, as usual.
only becauseyou have to translate the questions and then translate ALL the answers.
but it was easy, for it being in a different language.
english was easy.
mrs rawcliffe said it would take us the whole bell to finish it.
yet i was done with 45 minutes ( Read more... )

i decided that Gaspard Ulliel is the sexiest man to ever walk the planet.
i take him back from Sara.
but i want the actor NOT the character.
ahaha.

anyways, exams started today...
gross.
all i had today was health, but it was 175 effin questions!
=0!
but it was open-note and it was pretty easy.

right now im blasting my mp3 player through me stereo cuhhs i ( Read more... )

today was pretty good.
me and thomas re back to normal now.
idk what happened on that 2-week period.
but i dont care.

i think my "not sure" period is over too.

IM STRAIGHT.

aint nothin gonna change that either.

today was good.
i didnt cry, which was surprising.
i've always cried on the last day of school.
since, like, 3rd grade.
xDD

but i didnt this time!

and i ( Read more... )

i just realized.
i get NO compliments from Thomas anymore.
damn.
andrew was just lookin at me yesterday and i was like "....what?"
and he said "your beautiful" 
and i was all "awwww...thank you!" and gave him a mini-hug.

why is it that my friend calls me beautiful and pretty and my boyfriend doesnt even say that??

i think i might suggest that i like it. ( Read more... )

so i was talkin ot Amanda the other day on AIM.
she pretty much convinced me to break up with Thomas.
BUTBUTBUT
i talked to my mom about it.
she was like

"courtney. that boy has done wonders for you. i see it, even if you dont. dont take the easy way of it. work it out with him. dont let another girl convince you to make a decision that you might ( Read more... )

so that comment that Thomas left that one girl just faded from memory, right?

NOPE.

i asked Pernell about it.
he said "i aint write nothin like that! i dont even know anyone named Christian".

??

and then that girl commented Thomas back and was like "hey babe yea i noe u saw me in my swim suit thanx 4 da complement i mad im nt on ur top and ur on my wht ( Read more... )