honestly.
one second i'm depressed about Thomas.
the next i'm mad at him.
and then the next i'm cool with his decision.

i cant get rid of the headache that this has given me.
it may sound melodramatic.
but its the yiffin truth.

bu the good thing is that me and ashleigh are going to the pool tomorrow.
just what i need.
a bunch a shirtless, dripping wet guys.
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and cried a bit at ashleigh's house.
how could i not??
nina and danneh were being all cute and happy.
ashleigh was going on about andrew being in texas and all i could think of was "at least you have him"
christie sent me a text saying "me and bobby go back out!!!!"
and then [[of cooooooourse]] "the long goodbye" by Brooks and Dunn was playing on my mp3 ( Read more... )

the end.

i realize, now more than ever, that breaking up with thomas was the worst mistake of my life.
i can't believe him.
he let vince [[i'm assuming. all he said was "friends"]] convince him that us getting back together would never work out.
and that "things arent the same anymore."
WELL NO FUCKIN SHIT.
it's not going to be the exact same right away.
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i get my new mp3 player today!
woo!
ohh.
i forgot i didnt say what happened.
sooo, when thomas *finally* gave me back my mp3 player it was scratched up like WOAH.
and the back wouldn't even stay on.
i asked what happened to it.
he said that he took it to the pool and someone stepped on it.
why the fuck would he take MY mp3 player to the pool, when his is ( Read more... )

i sat here, on my last post, and ranted about thomas like crazy.
just to find out today that he can't really do anything on weekdays because he has to babysit Kayla and James.
and his parents dont get home until waaaay late.
this is what i get for assuming.

but i'm having difficulties trying to make things between me and thomas fun again.
it's like he's ALWAYS busy.
i understand that he has a life and friends and whatnot.
but i should at least a teeny bit more important than the friends that he gets to see everyday.
and whenever i call him, he's not in the "talky-mood" and just sits there probably trying ( Read more... )

i just found a guy on myspace that i knew from 2nd grade
wow.
and i thought finding danielle was weird.
but she didnt remember me.
haha.

Myspace.
Re-introducing to friends you haven't seen in 8 years.

xD

people who stalk their favorite bands.
people who get mad because someone likes a band that THEY TOLD YOU TO LISTEN TO.
people who say that they dont like it when people talk shit, but they do it too.
people who are so damn concieted that tell other people not to use "their words"
people who over react to things.
people who will go off on somebody, but ( Read more... )

soo.
i got my report card.

Spanish: A
English: A
Earth Science: B
Health/PE: B
Algebra I: B
World History/Geography I: B

yeahh man!

and then at 7, thomas...okay his parents....are pickin me up and we're goin to some putt-putt thing for his birrfday.
because today is his *actual* birthday.
gahh,
and i think vince is coming too?
i dunnoooo...

even if he doesnt, we ( Read more... )

ughh.
i saw a bulletin posted by Amber [[shaw]]
sayin that it was her Ako's 2 month anniversary.
wooooooooooooooooooow.
two WHOLE months.
xDD
bitch please.
try 7 months WITH a break up.
even if it only was for a day.
ughh.
and they're both sayin that they're gonna get married and shit.
*barf*
you cant say after only 2 months that you wanna get married.
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