wore a cute skirt today and froze my legs off ( Read more... )

It's so strange, packing for school I start to get excited, even though I've been dreading it. I'm excited to show people my movies, my new clothes, new experiences. I realize how much my life in the past month has become tied up in another person. I hang my rose that is STILL so beautiful! from my window and think of us, I pack the card she ( Read more... )

mrm... yesterday really was one of the loveliest days. Today was alright as well. you know it really doesnt matter how things turn out, well end up where we are sposed to be anyway

i had zAx a lovely day tday! When I woke up I didnt really want to get up and thought I might stay in bed all day, that I would just withdraw from society here because why bother living something youre just going to leave? But sometimes music and shnazziness can bring me out of it and it did and i put on my fab grey (british sp is so much cooler ( Read more... )

finestrascurita: oh katie ( Read more... )

hee hee hee
knitting!
hee hee hee

except not...
kara was sick all night and i was holding back her hair as she vomited and rubbing her back and she left at 7 am today and again ive done nothing and am exhausted and have no motivation and just want to get in a hot tub and to go sledding. THERES SNOW!!! FINALLY! anyway yeah

I AM HAPPY ABOUT ( Read more... )

So I think things are still good though not fantastic as before but I have no right to complain because as usual this is because i have messed things up for myself. Strange how just a noise can change everything. I ask whats wrong and its "Jay" in a little sad desperate voice and my own pleases sound so similar to my mom's on the phone pleading ( Read more... )

christmas
lovely and ugly
douceur and douleur are similar words i think for a reason but dont ask me im tired and happy on the edge of sad and i feel so at home here
lovely to see all my posse again i love em all