Be honest and X the ones you've done ( Read more... )

For once, I'm going to try and make an optimistic entry. First off, I'm one of the most forgiving people you'll ever meet. Life's too short to be mad at people. This is probably one of the reasons why I constantly get walked all over.. I'm too goddamn forgiving. Honestly do people enjoy seeing me in pain? It sure seems like it. So much for ( Read more... )

All I'm doing is causing everyone pain and it's tearing me apart. I don't understand why they make me come home when all I ever do is make the family argue because you know I'm such a horrible kid. I mean if I cause problems in the family why do they insist on me sticking around? They yell at me for being so sad all the time.. and I tell them I ( Read more... )

I am so sick of this never-ending cycle of ups and downs. Of course the ups never bother me.. it's just the downfall that gets me every time. Today just started out bad. I woke up late and didn't have time to take a shower before work and got ready and on my way to work I fucking wrecked my car. Great. So then I didn't go to work.. just sat around ( Read more... )

There's so much that I should be doing right now, but I'm a procrastinator. Tomorrow = Friday. Well I guess that should say today = Friday but whatever. I finally have a day off.. don't know what I'm doing yet.. something with Alecia and probably Kelly but who knows. I still love that car.. but my parents were looking at a car for me today that ( Read more... )

Last weekend.. let me try and remember.. Friday after school I was with Alecia and we went to Tiki and had 2 pots of coffee lol we were so hyper and we were laughing so hard it was great. After that we took showers and stuff then she came over my house.. we took Bianca to Spring Valley.. then we just hung out here and Mickey and Kyle came over too ( Read more... )

I hate myself. Why does everyone put up with my shit? Why doesn't everyone just give up on me? I'm a bad person and that's all there is to it.

I don't know when I last updated but anyway on Friday I worked and then went to Streator umm Saturday I worked and then picked up Kelly at Alecia's and we drove around for a while then met up with Alecia Joe Sami Kyle n Brent at the mall and then we went to Baker's Lake and me Brent and Kelly just sat in my van and listened to music/sang lol then ( Read more... )

1. Pick your birth month.
2. Italicize anything that doesn't apply to you.
3. Bold the ones that best apply to you.
4. Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months under a journal cut.

MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful ( Read more... )

Taking things day by day.. but nothing seems to be looking any brighter. Right now I just finished page one of my story that was due Monday that needs to be 4-6 pages. I don't even know where I'm going with it.. it's going to be the worst story in the history of gothic stories. I should be really good at writing that gothic shit, I'm good at ( Read more... )