So here I am sick as hell on my Birthday. Woo hoo! Get to go to the doctor in a little while, hopefully they will actually do something useful this time and help me get better. Sounds like a good way to spend my birthday don't you think?

On the plus side: I'm getting Korean BBQ later tonight with my family! Yay! I hope it is delicious.

So my dad comes home last night and informs me that he has given up and will just let me do what I want but won't help me or pay for school. Okay cool! I get to get my money together so I can pay for it myself, hooray!

Of course this lasts all of a few hours when this morning I am told by Marsha that if I don't enroll in what they want me in I'm ( Read more... )

After weeks of arguing and several very heated arguments about what I want to do in school it has been decided that since I don't want to do what he wants me to do I need to move out.

So I have 2 months to find a job that will enable me to pay rent and a place to live that I can afford.

Shit...

I don't think I have been this happy in a looooong time.

I also don't think I've ever been so proud of our generation or America as a whole.

I can't believe it but I am so happy it's real!

Toonami has been cancelled. The one place where most people first started their love of anime. Gone. With no warning. Just GONE.

I think I'm gonna cry.

Tom's Final words: "Stay Gold... BANG"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2pXrlUEH0uc

*sob*

The reason you should always look at lyric translations before you let someone who speaks the language listen to what you are listening to:

Song: Hizamazuite Ashi wo Oname
Artist: Ali Project

Kneel down and lick my red fingernails!
And with your twisted tongue call me your queen.

While the sun flourishes in Hell
darkness falls over Paradise.
In radiance ( Read more... )

What should I do with myself?
*sigh*
I am such a clueless fool.

I really don't know what I want to write here, I just felt the need to. Hahaha. Let's see...

I'm still a clueless fool who doesn't know what to do about these annoying feelings I seem to insist on having.

Been working my ass off. Though I did have a lovely week's break when my parents took ( Read more... )

I have my final English paper due at 9am. It's not done. Nor is it even close to being done. Why? I can't seem to get the words to come out! I have started and restarted this paper so many times I can't even count. What to do? How do I do it?

Ugh. I'm just freaking out now and that is making it worse. My god. I'm fucked.

Apparently my parents told me to fill out some forms wrong so I haven't been paying my state taxes, only my federal! So I get back $400 something from federal but I owe $600 something to the state. Shit. Double shit ( Read more... )

 Can you say coward?

I wish there were pills you could take for temporary bursts of bravery.