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[caligeekgrrl]

Less than a day to the new year. I'll be sleeping, probably. No one special to enjoy some crazy party with. No one to kiss when the clock strikes midnight. Or maybe I'll just be sitting right here, watching TV with the only girl who loves me, my precious kitty. Which reminds me. The day I will die will be that of my cat. She's probably got about a

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[queencrckt]

I don't think you need to become totally emotionally unavailable, but to be somewhat so is only self preservation. I think a lot of the world is really only in it for themselves, but not all of it. Save your reserves for yourself and build friends around you that give as much as they take. You can't always be the one giving, that's not a relationship then you're just getting used. I'm sorry I haven't been there as much as you've needed me, life has gotten....interesting. I've had to center and draw myself in to make it through things on my end. I love you and you are a beautiful person, someday you'll find someone who wants that from you and not just the physical things you can provide.

[kittykatt1000]

I know we dont know eachother well at all. but I gotta say you really are pissing me off. you say no one cares but, i myself, have even tried to be there for you. i offered to talk with you

[caligeekgrrl]

Don't you get it. There's no talking any sense into me. I just can't handle my heart breaking over and over again anymore. People are evil. I'm just done. I loved her with all my heart. And she hardly even cared.

www.myspace.com/dbelarde

I'm so happy she finally feels loved... she never posted that during the 6 months we spent together.

I don't care if I sound childish.

I don't care if people care a little. I NEED LOVE. And it's obviously not something I'm ever gonna get.

So when my cat's gone, I will be too.

If I piss you off so much, stop reading. You can forget about me. I'm sure most of the people I've ever loved have forgotten about me. So it should be easy for you.

There's no helping me. I've made up my mind.

[kittykatt1000]

unfortunatly I dont work that way. I care way to much for people even if i dont know them well at all. I can honestly say i have been thinking about you since you started writing how you want to die. it breaks my heart to read about you in so much pain.
I cant just pretend you dont exsits, cause you do karmen
i cant pretend you dont matter, cause you do karmen
i cant just stop thinking about you and your pain. Cause if you did do some thing that drastic, and i knew and didnt do something, it would kill me. Im not like other people, i care too much. i dont give up.
so once again, im here if you need someone to talk to. i live close to your favorite coffee shop so its no big deal for me to meet you. we can talk about anything, it doenst even have to involve this very impotant subject matter if you want.