i deleted my myspace.

or at least everything on it...because i couldnt remember the password to my email that i used for it.
anyways, point is. Im hiding
goodbye

my moms house doesnt even smell the same as it use to. I'm slowly loosing everything from my past.

last night was most certainly a full moon. I got drunk in three different cities and reconciled differences with a bitter past. I hit the sack at 7am and woke up when billy came home from work. I ranted about my night and went back to sleep. The hangover has yet to subside ( Read more... )

why cant i just suck it up and feel good about myself for a change?
i want to get far far away from here.

why cant i just suck it up and feel good about myself for a change?

Your disgusting. I refuse to sink to your level any longer. It's only killing my self esteem.
What happened to you...and how did we get here?

I dont know what i was doing to think there was still hope. I don't know what I was waiting for all this time but tonight I realized it's too late.
...then again, it's only human nature to want what we can't have. What a foolish, foolish girl I've become.

I feel like such a fool. I did this to myself and now im having second thoughts. I guess im being selfish. Why cant i just let you be happy without me.

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Things were hectic, and I was miserable. Now, things couldn't be going any better...and I'm still miserable. Ive learned that no matter what is going on in my life, the only place I'll find happiness is within myself...I guess admitting that is the first step. Now I just have to find where that happiness is hiding.


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