My mom lost her job today. She cried and it made my insides hurt. I haven't felt right since ( Read more... )

I don't mean to close the door But for the record my heart is sore You blew through me like bullet holes Left stains on my sheets and stains on my soul Forget i wrote this, i changed my mind.
ugh.

I had to catch a ride with the man that was deranged.
He had your hands and my father's face.

Im beginning to really like you...and i know you like me but im scared you like me for all the wrong reasons and you just don't know it yet.
This is by far the strangest crush I've ever had. You deserve someone a lot better than me.

I talked to my mom today and had probably the most honest conversation that ive ever had with her. Its set in stone after this week. I'm going away for a while...and ive decided to keep where im going to myself and Im not sure if my cell phone will work where ill be at.

I threw everything out that doesn't make sense ( Read more... )

...and if I die thinking right here, I won't die wondering how life could have turned out.

I feel like the past few months of my life have been nothing but a huge lie. I'm beginning to realize how superficial everyone is. I mean EVERYONE...even myself.

I think I've finally just let myself go. And it's scaring the shit out of me.
I'd rather be ignorant than to be able to see right through my friends...because it sucks.

Why are you surprised that I miss it, that I tried ( Read more... )

I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best

This is your life, and it's ending one moment at a time.
Remember: the time you feel lonely is the time you most need to be by yourself. Life's cruelest irony