A lot of my friends have been asking me what's wrong and I don't even realize that I'm displaying my distress until it's mentioned. Cletis made me feel like a fool but that's not what this is about. He just happened to pick a really shitty time to top things off. I don't know what my problem is. I was so happy for a while and it isn't too often ( Read more... )

I looked like a fool crying in front of you last night...For once in my life I hate that I was right. I don't think I can ever listen to American Football ever again without thinking of falling asleep next to you. You told me it was because your fucked up and wrong and I don't think I believe that. It hasn't been that long but my fucking god this ( Read more... )

I feel like you arent so into it (or me) anymore and that scares the shit out of me. Please dont end this anytime soon or I will feel more used than ever ( Read more... )

harvest of hope was fucking amazing. I got to see a lot of really awesome bands play and rage with all of my friends.
anyway. catch up with me. I feel like I dont see anyone anymore.
and i got a new phone so i lost all of my numbers so get on that.
(and i got a job woo!)

cletis has been in georgia and he comes back today. I was supose to hang out with him tonight but I guess they got stuck in trafic and are stopping in gainesville so they wont be back until really late tonight. Im pretty upset about it since I wont be able to see him all week either. I feel like I have a "weekend boyfriend" and I dont like it too ( Read more... )

 my hand is fractured. Thanks Mitch. The show was awesome last night, although I missed Five Suns :(
Cletis is in Georgia doing what I wanted to be doing this weekend...But Harvest of Hope is next weekend so I'm really excited.

 Cletis bought me a Harvest of Hope ticket for my birthday :) I'm so excited.

www.harvestofhopefest.com 

 All im saying is that you have to let things happen to people, but mostly yourself.

i dont know what to say. Nolie is being evicted so i packed my shit today to get out of her way. I dont know where I'm supose to go now but at least I have my car. I'm really trying to find a job now because it's scary not knowing where Im going to sleep at night ( Read more... )

 2009 is fine :) 
im covered in bruises but they are the good kind....if you can fathom how that is possible. Im really happy with where I am in my life right now. Im going job hunting tomorrow with kayla so hopefully ill have my own place by june or july. 
I miss everyone in clearwater