I got to see patchwork last night and it was an amazing time. I wish I had more time over there but me and allyson had to kill the keg. Things are crazy but im actually happy. Petty things are just that.

(hey uma, patch knows zeek...strange?)

I got real shitty last night and upchucked. It wasnt pretty. I havent gotten sick from drinking in so long ( Read more... )

yep. its a good thing....hopefully it lasts :)

i think that this could be a really good thing,

im possibly the shittiest person alive

I had a dream last night that left me in a really upsetting mood. I'm feeling more lonely than ever and I can't seem to slip out of it. I just want to be by myself today and sob around and feel sorry for myself, you know get it out of my system. But I cant even do that because there are always a million people here...and let me tell ya, they all ( Read more... )

We pulled apart pieces of our lives and held them up for one another.
The world isn't just out there, its within us and we have to make room for ourselves.

my sleeping, eating and drinking habbits are getting out of hand. ive been sleeping on a couch that is too small for me at nollies. I need to start taking better care of myself but i know that I wont because I have no desire to. Alexis has an extra room at her house that she offered me rent free. Its a good idea but I dont want to slip back into my ( Read more... )

I don't even want to be here for christmas. I asked my Mom to let me stay for the night and she still said no. Even after I told her I had no place else to go. I'm beginning to hate myself and she isnt helping. I just want it to be January so I can go back to gainesville where I know I'll always have a roof over my head and food to eat. She told me ( Read more... )

I don't know what to say. Being homeless is hard. I was almost stranded in Tampa last night when Cheddar decided he wasnt going back to clearwater. Luckly James was there to rescue me. My mom ACTUALLY let me stay at her house last night, but she woke me up at 7am to get out because she had to go to work. I fell asleep in the woods for a few hours ( Read more... )

If someone isn't fucking me over, they are hitting on me, and if they aren't hitting on me, they are ignoring me ( Read more... )