I really scare myself with some of the things I want.

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It's 3am and I feel an odd sadness for someone I love.

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When I met Lara she called me out on a number of issues and ever since she has never really let them go. I don't think I have ever told her but this is one of the reasons I really like her. As a kid I would always seek validation from people who constantly would say things that I always felt suspiciously sounded too good to be true. Lara seems to ( Read more... )

In an attempt to organize my core beliefs into specific daily goals I have decided to construct 5 pillars I can use as criteria for disciplining myself and influencing others. These goals must be met daily ( Read more... )

I need to figure out why I have bad self esteem.

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I just got a new phone, so I wanted to see how this would post. HTC incredible!

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You make me work for a glass glass mirror
Like acting for the russian mob.
I have been sucked sucked sucked
until your cunt goes dry.

"You" isn't even a word in your vocabulary
you are a head on a stick.
Chewing bubble gum like cyanide
The king and I,
go fuck yourself and die.

I invite any kind of transformative moment.

Im melting snow on a spoon underneath a champagne light.
And taking a second helping.

I saw a fox dart up the hill behind my house at night
a stealth leap and then gone.

You are in the back of my mind.
If I knew I could see you again the way we were I would leave.
Thats a cliche.

I've seen you in pictures of New York City ( Read more... )