greetings loyal readers. yes. candice is finally updating. and why you ask? because she missed her journal? felt the need to write? felt the uuuuurge? no. that is not it. it is because it is 12 at night and candice has not started her homework. so basically, this is a crap entry written for the sole purpose of wasting time. which is probably why ( Read more... )

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im bored. so. comment with five things about yourself but dont specify who it is and ill see if i can guess. and if i cant, then ive learned something new about you. and who doesnt want that?

people always tell you not to care about what others think of you and be true to yourself. because you shouldnt have to justify your actions to others. but lately i have found that this principle might not work as well as i thought it did. because ive discovered that people view me far differently than how i view myself. not that i have this ( Read more... )

actually i had three. my last post wasnt a cry for compliments or a demand that everyone think about their life without me(although thanks avani, glad to know my sarcasm would be missed). it was just me stating what i think. and i still do. but i am now slightly less angsty because i just ate ( Read more... )

ive had a revelation. life would probably be better for everyone if i never existed. maybe not if i died because then i would have already existed and then be gone. so thats different. but if i never existed in the first place, then life would be better. i have a feeling that i do more destruction that good, cause more grief than happiness, take ( Read more... )

As Meredith and I were conversing this fine afternoon, we discovered something. She pointed out to my attentive ears that there were a surprising amount of type-A personalities interwoven into our happy group of friends. One might wonder, what does this mean? Our friends are so jovial, gentle, and caring. But is this really so? Let us examine ( Read more... )

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well cotilion turned out better than i thought it would. tears of boredom did not come and at times i might have even had fun.(dont tell anyone). the evening started out with slathering on face colored makeup to hide blemishes causing me to become very irritable. my father then attacked me with the camera using encouraging phrases like "dont ( Read more... )