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[candiegyrl2g]

i need to get out of arlington. last nite was the last straw. and, as far as i know, he made his choice when he got up and walked away from me. that should make the choice more painless, if not easier. and as for my pride: if he couldn't make up his mind right there and then -- when i told him exactly how i felt -- then he really wasnt worth my

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[irunwithscissor]

What happened?

[eleebelle]

you know what? I need to get away, too. I don't know where, but if you'd like to go....

[candiegyrl2g]

well first we need jobs....but then, we can def go somewhere this summer. even if its just a short road trip to the beach or somethin.

[irunwithscissor]

JAY SUCKS!

[candiegyrl2g]

lol, this is why i'm glad only a few people read my journal!

[irunwithscissor]

Lol, Jay, you don't suck.

[dannii]

...and you never bothered telling me this? you always told me he was no good for me. that i should stay away from him because of your past together. i let your words in. and then i find out you fuck him more than once and are in love with him? hold up. so he's no good for me but hes ok for you? now who's pulling the shady shit?

[candiegyrl2g]

umm no, i am not, and was never in love with him, as u put it. i just developed feelings for him cuz i messed around with him while i was under the influence of somethin x-tra. i felt bad cuz he was ur x and all, so i never told u nething. plus, the whole thing was just a huge mistake. i just wish it never happened, and i wish i never let it all get the best of me. i'm sorry if u think it's all really shady, but how was i suppose to tell u nething when u dont even talk to me ne more? u know i had zero feelings for jay up until like a few weeks ago, it just fucken happened. i was just stupid and weak. and i regret it.