yes yes here i am a bijillon years later writing in my lj! :-) lol well u no what i noticed i noticedhow manipulated i was when i was goign out w./ marc....when we first stratred goign out me and him were really good and he was sweet and nice and then when i started to get attached or w/e the words are he turned into a douch and used my ( Read more... )

Hey yea soo long time no wroten but there has been soo much lol like usual that is like my whole life lol so much happenes all the time! wlee i need a new job cause i hate mine now and what not and yea idk i have like had so so so sso much fun w/ laura and jesse l8ly what great ppl they are everyone should meet them there so so so so so so so so so ( Read more... )

well soo soo soo much has happened one thing after another after another there has been so so so much bad and one ray of sun shine shining through the dark rain clouds and i think u all know who that is *jesse*  well the only good was on the friday b4 laura's b day me laura and jesse gano and other ppl all hung out and played volleyablla dn then me ( Read more... )

wow today was like the day from hell like there is not one thing fromlike the start of skool till like i went to baby sitten just sucked sooooo badly and actaully right now im feeling good.....i got my love on the fone w. me cheeren me up like a  mother'fer and i realized more then i have today that i have an amazing chika friend who is kick ass ( Read more... )

wow let me tell u today was liek amazing he he he Jesse came over and wat not and like honestly it was soo awsome to hear that i would soo much rather be w/ u then drink *(no offence)* and that is liek the firswt time i have heard it soo convinsingly and like meaningful liek he kinda beged me and wat not and liek id him and *rachel were suposed to ( Read more... )

omg my mom is liek flippin out for liek no reason i ddun understand her god i didn't do shit.......liek for realy thougha dn liek she freaked ahhhh! idk shitty day today i have dance l8er im excited

yo omg i can't rally write right now but i woudl just liek to say the das i spend w/ u get better and better i seem to find more and more in u every day

What happened?

Wake up in the morning,
clock says half past one
I have no sunglasses
As I step into the sun

There's no recollection
of the evil things I've done
My head feels like I musta' had some fun

What happened?

Last thing I remember
I was chillin at a party
Pinching girlie's asses
I was drinking recklessly

I know I did something
Lord what could it be
Woke ( Read more... )

today was liek the worst day ever ahhhh everythign went wrong i liek forgot abiyut 3 quizz's today my mom is mad at me why idk but yea like im apperentyl grounded and what nto and like all this other shit and liek idk im cold but idk so yea im done thereis so much more but i can't wrote nemore no mood tooo peace

ok well yea honestly i feel amazin in a way right now liek i think i am starten to get shit on track in my life and im stayen totally clean and smart botu shit too lol likme im honestly a lil happier w/ myself and like i have good grades too ( Read more... )