jesse i love u sweetie!!!!!mwa mwa mwa mwa

well today basicly was the day to fuck everythign up andi am goign throuhgh a kinda hard time and ahh i ahte it u have no idea and skool starts tomorrow
and ahhhhh
im out fuck all this shit

well i don't really know what to say i have a seriouse issue on my hands and what not an dliek my mom kinbda found a condom form like me and marc today and liek i am kind abuggen out and i don't know what to do and i know liek ahhh

idon't know what to do or say just somebody give me advisse but ia m alouyd to stioll see him and  what not but it ( Read more... )

wooah well today was a good and bad daty i guess well i woke up and called marc to see if there was like neway to chill and what not and like by the looks of it i wasn't gonna see him:'( and yea but i had woke up at like 12:40 that is the l8test all summa woot woot yea me! lol neway i got up and felt ehh but w/e and liek marc ended up commin over ( Read more... )

well yea tryen doesen;t do shit idk if i made the jv volleyball team at all and i am sooo uspet this is liek my life and everything and to tell u the truth im brushed and both of the coaches crushed my spirits completly....yea i really dun feel liek writing actually dso peace
panda

wow finally an update in this thing so yea i dun  rememebr what the lat entrie sed but since me and marc broke up we ended upgetting bak together and things with him are now different then they were we have been getting a long really well and what not and that is always a good thing but yea siunce then i went to vb camp and what not and like i  was ( Read more... )

wow finally an update in this thing so yea i dun  rememebr what the lat entrie sed but since me and marc broke up we ended upgetting bak together and things with him are now different then they were we have been getting a long really well and what not and that is always a good thing but yea siunce then i went to vb camp and what not and like i  was ( Read more... )

ok well let me see this week was ummm well yea i mean few days....lol first me and marc are back as it was sed b4 and liek idk it was really cute he gave me his dog tag and liek in a way thatr means a lot b/c it is liek his prized possetion and idk he would neva let neone touch it u know......but yea on with the other stuff well on saturday no1 was ( Read more... )

well things all turned around the other day i was thinking alot bout me and marc and the lil things and how i felt when i tlaked to him while we were broken up and i relized that there was no1 in this world like him for real liek the feeling i get when i tlak top him or kiss him and the securty i get from him basicly i love him and nothign will eva ( Read more... )

well i havent updated in a while and like well i am not goign out w/ marc nemore and like it hurts really bad liek i new it would but i needed a break for a lil bit and like what not so i took my space needed  but the only thing is i think  i lost him for good and that was the only thing that i didn't want to happen i didn';t want him gone 4eva and ( Read more... )