alrighty well l8ly it has been really really weird b/c in a way i really feel like....idk the word hmmmm yea lol things have kinda been a lil fucked up and what not like w/everything going on and i am starting to relize alot of shit in my life and u know what iut is starting to feel good in a way i feel well i don't really know how i feel at this ( Read more... )

Yea so things are truely amazing wow i have to say tonight was one of the most amazing nights eva.......like we just chilled and everything and like talked about things we never really got a chance to talk about ur never really bothered to talk about that was on my mind like we talked about a future and what not and like idk it just made me really ( Read more... )

once again i have been really mixed up and confused as to what is real and to what is only a dream or fiction..... i wonder what my relationship has come to be and how things always seem to work out for one of us.....it seems like we are both never happy at the same time b/c usually what makes one happy it makes the othermiserable but we both seem ( Read more... )

well yea last night was amazing and kinda bad well really bad at the same time bad 1st lol well lets see i went to a show yesterday to support my friends and well turns out the show sucked and me and sarah ended up wasting 10 bucks and leaving the show and what not after they played and they were the 1st band up and then we wnet bak to her house ( Read more... )

yea so once again i am all downa nd what not and like i dunno was goign on w/ my emotions and everythign like they are uncontrolable maybe i am a skitzoid liek i am pushing away those that i love and care about and who feel the same to me and i wanna punch the person looking bakl @ me in the mirror i have fucked up in soo many places l8ly and idk ( Read more... )

hey everyone so yea idk what to realy write b/c there is a lot goign on and on my mind right now liek w/ life and all this other shit...like i have had a lkot happene and goi on in hte past week or two form liek X-friends, amazing friends, b/f's rents sibblings but w/e i guess in a sence it is all in the past...lol yea so yea today was the last day ( Read more... )

yea so i dun rememebr the last time i updated and what not b/c liek my comp was broken so i couldn't and blah blah blah and now the i just relized i can again i will all i have to say is summer is commen and i am goign to be partyen it up oin 94 as gay as that sounds qwoot woot omg marc is the best tehehehehe idk why ther eis no specified reason ( Read more... )

wow thing have benn well different w/ me l8erly almost lie i dun give to fucks...oh wait i dun lol idk it isn't liek a bad i dun guive to fucks imma kill my self it is kinda a good thing i am care free idc about nethign i do what i want when i want it is fun lol im care free i hate worryen and shyt and like w/e i feel like i am moralless! yay i ( Read more... )

well folks we are here today to kick off Wayne Valley and Wayne HIll's spring break '04 and and exciten one it shall be.....damn do i wish that spring break would be leik that b/c all i get to do is a project and softball and a lil bit of fun but i can't realyl complain b/c today yea i had fun!!!

well today wayne valley's jv softball girls played ( Read more... )

the one big lesson u will eva learn in life is ther is no such thing is a utopian nehtign b/c the world and people themselves could neva survive it b/c it is non exsisting....i used to think and belive in utopian relationship ui used to think i was in one until there were changes and the is where the uopian fell appart at one point those changes ( Read more... )