Weining myself off of: Zoloft, Cigarettes, and Caffiene is no bueno. I mean I know it needs to be done, but its a lot of work. Its making me feel even more tired then I actually am. I just want to sleep for days. I honestly feel so exhausted, I don't even know how I am typing right now. This insurance situation is stressing me out to the point of ( Read more... )

I haven't came around to lj in quite some time now. With all the writing I am doing with my blog, and build my rank-- personal writing is just side lined. Life is really going pretty well. Its strange having Mike around all the time, especially unemployed. We really do our own thing a lot. Im basically glued to my laptop, while he is normally ( Read more... )

Well, life is a good. Thats really all I can say. Mike got back at the end of September. So I am done losing my mind and hating life haha. I started working for Mturk, an affiliate program of Amazon.com's. I also have been writing as a contributor for yahoo, which publishes via associated content. My spelling is terrible. TERRIBLE I TELL YOU. Thank ( Read more... )

It's been awhile, I can't really say where I've been. I haven't been doing too much. I've been livin'. I honestly am in a rutt in my life right now. Luckily tomorrow I am returning home. I think I just need some human interaction. I miss my friends. I miss having friends. I get so angry and frustrated living here. Its just hard without Mike being ( Read more... )

Well, Mike really did withhold his part of the deal. I got his 2 weeks of R&R minus 3 days spent with his brothers, in which he didn't get drunk even once. It was a surprise, but something I was proud of him for. The only problem with having 2 weeks with my husband, one of those weeks in which we went on a long deserved honeymoon.. was that saying ( Read more... )

I haven't been on here in awhile. I guess I just kinda feel like I don't really know what to say. I can say that I've been good. Zoloft has really done wonders. I don't feel the fear I once did. Mike comes home on leave next month and we're going to the smokey mountains for a romantic get-away :) I can't wait to see him. Hes been gone for almost 5 ( Read more... )

For the past couple days, I just have not felt good, at all. I've been feeling really dehydrated.. which makes me bitchy, and frustrated. I'm just @#$! I just want sleep, and yet I have home work I should be doing. I keep putting it off, and putting it off, and I really really need to get this med stuff done before the 11th. On top of all that I ( Read more... )

My dog is going insane, because there is a female dog somewhere in the neighborhood, that is in heat. He hasnt slept in like 3 days. I srsly just told him, as I let him outside:

"You're on my shit list Rodger. Face it, if I'm not having sex, either are you dude".

I talk to my dogs like they're humans.
Jesus, I need help.

I feel like all of the things I've always wondered about, I can actually give a try. I've officially not been smoking for almost 2 weeks now :) and I have no worries that I will start again. I've ran this week, as well as started to cut meat out of my diet. I've always wondered what it'd be like not to eat meat. I'll still continue with fish, but ( Read more... )

TN has gone from beautiful high 60's, to shit. The weather is really fucking with me. I think I am starting to get sick. Mike is coming home around the 20th of June. I am planning out honeymoon (2 years late) & the fact that I cant plan it all out due to the military, is driving me insane. I can't rent a hotel from point A. to point B. because who ( Read more... )